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it was fun ytd ...have fun
but stil i am troubled !!!!!
haixxxxx...dnno why !!!!!!!!
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dnt handing in in 4 daes time for mid-yr mark
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hahahaa~ytd nite was fun as it was EILEEN's birthdae!!!!!!!!!!
went her house to give her a surprize ... hahahhaaa!!!!! and we did it ... hahhahaaa
as dam funny !!!!!!!!!!! and fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
was a tired dae todae ....
i felt faint faint at physics maybe tired bah dotz
so slp awhile hheheheee ....
then was quite angry wif rx but heard reasons so fang guo ni !!!!!!!!!!
nxt tym dn lyk that i am trying to help u ....
OKAY!!!!!!!!!!
be a gud boiiii !!!!!!!
DOTZZZZ ...
was a funny night hahhaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nitezy!!!!!!!~~~~~~~

POST SOME PIXS THAT TAKEN IN BG !!!

todae was a not bad dae ,
but my hand due to last nite banging of e wall was pain
dotzzzzz...
iT was painful now yah hahaa~
ytd was not very pain maybe b'cuz the thing that happen makes me feel even more painful than the pain on my hand bah dotzzz...
as ytd cry the whole evening till nnite.... haixxx BUT
MUZ THANKS TO EILEEN FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ,really nice & sweet
i lied to u !!! haha sry !!!!cuz i think will be scold by u der yah !!!!
hahahaaaaaAA~
hmmm.... todae morning talk to mdm aini
she's very nice lah hahaa and then went to dnt and so on class ...
hmmm...todae i can say that i am very hardworking hahaa~
cuz i actually focus on the physics worksheet teacher given hahaa
as mrs lua went for course hahaaa
and i actually finish it i am very happy and proud of myself
hahaaha~later gonna go study geo test for tml
and start reviscing sciences & maths for mid-year exam !!!!!
muz pass all subject !!!!
i mean it!!!!!!!
THANKS EMILY,& TEACHER & JARED for helping me yah
PHYSICS THE subject i dn lyk most
and now will try to lyk it haHAA
muz WRKHARD LE !!!!
LESS PLAYING FOR ME FRM NOW ON !!!!!
MUZ GO LIBRARY MORE !!!!! HAHAA
lol ... really nwadaes felt calm le ...
actually wan to think more seroiusly wat i really wanted
and i really wan to pass O-level wif gud grades
hopefully !!!! i wan to prove yr wrong yah
-now each dae that had bad things happen i really tried to not think about it as it has pass and everyday is a brand new dae ! wont let bad things spoil everything !!! i will try my best to do thngs rite !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LESS NEGATIVE THOUGHTS AND MORE POSITIVE
WORK TOWARDS MY DREAM , MY COURSE , MY POLY
WIN YOU !!!!!!

** MY DEAREST EILEEN !!!! DN CRY AND DN STRESS YRSELF UP !!!! WHATEVER THINGS THAT HURTS U DN KEEP IT TO YRSELF U CAN ALWAYS SHARE IT TO ME !!! DN FORGGET I WILL TURN ON MY PHONE 24 HRS SO COR ME ANYTIME U NEED A LISTEN EAR !!! I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YAH !!!! U KNW U ARE MY BEST FRIEND CAM SIS OTHER THAN XUAN they aLL RITE!!!
<3333333 u always yah !!!! i wnt kiss/hug u der ,dn worry cuz i dnwan to be slapped by u hahhaaa~~~!!!!!SMILE ...YR SMILE IS THE BEST ^_____________^

start of my todae was a dam disaster lah,i cry the whole of ytd nite ...and i start my dae through crying ...again... stopped when at the parade square and kp emoing all the way to dnt ... but still i wan to get out of dnt workshop so i said i wan to go toilet and eileen followed we went to library and really i had a gud talk wif her and i did a 40 min cry all the way....and was feeling much better .... during pe after doing the station talk to amanda aain cry DOTzzz...sometimes really dnno why i so useless ...keep crying dotzzzzzz ... but really juz cant help it ... dotzzzzzz .... really THANKS to those who concern me ... ESP EILEEN
,amanda,KAryen
emily>same
group hahaaaa~dotz...xuan,angela,serena,+3 more
at first was quite okay but last two when into the hole !!!!!! and was lyk very funny lah ... and quite fun ... at the centre and in the bus as cw , cy was lyk joking lah hahaaa ....saw daphne, so happy so long nv see her le was dam happy der hugged her ....dotzzzzz..... hahaaa~ then went home something happen ...and was quite stunned and dnno wat to do ....and at home tution 8-10+ so tired !!!!!!!!! haven do el yet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muz go do le ~~~~~~~ and THANKS BUDDY was really touched when heard that hahaaa~true / not arh ? hahaaa~DOTz!!!!!!! THANKS ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

things always juz dn turns out the way we wanted it to be ...
life suddenly was becoming black & white and not as colourful as alwayz...
studies studies studies ...
always during rainning daes i will think of u dnno why hahaa maybe bcuz of the words i said to u before bah ?hahaaa~todae was rainning heavily ... and thunders so dam loud ,i m as timid as always hahaaa~dotz...but standing in the rain is very nice as in can clear the deadful emotion of mine ... as todae after chinese i felt very upsad ... i realise i am wrong all this daes ... i have been slacking and slacking in chinese class, i had the mindset that i will do well for it but i then realise no i wont do well if i dn start concentrating in all of my subjects ...i act.cor eileen to help me end my gong han ....and everyone gets a kit-kat expect for me ... as teacher say that she was totally disappointed in me ... i am quite sad yah...but juz that no knws it ... being said lyk this is totally a dead statement to me and i knw i am wrong .... but it's juz that i really dn wan to write anymore ...thanks to amanda,rixin for wanting to offer their choco...!!!! but still it's not the choco problems ... it's juz mine ...
disappointment disappointment disappointment
actually i really hated myself , i knw i had been repeating but it's juz true , i wish i could have done much more better in my psle , so now i would be in poly i guess ... it's a tough year for me this year as i am competiting wif my two cousins for Os result ... heard that now they wants to compare le i really had no confidence yah ...it feels lyk i am in a competiton now and now i am still far away to see my competitors ,i keep struggling ,it's juz so difficult ...now really feels lyk stopping the competition...as i knw outcome will still be the same ...i will always be the weak ones ....
stayed back todae for el ... really wish to thanks mdm santhi for giving that practice and teach me lots of skills !!!!! really nice ... and thanks for the encouragement ... from eileen & emily & karyen !!!!!! hahaaa~it was nice and i actually did a great improvement on my conversation todae !!!!!!!! 10/16 !!!!!!!!!!!! it was great ^___________________^
think think think
now my mind keep thinking of rubbish !!!! and it's now very confused !!!!!!! felt abit faint faint maybe cuz juz now sleep too long alrdy !!!!!!!!!!!! haixxxx ... keep wanting to say that life for me is very difficult ............and keep unhappy dnno why ... so fastrated by myself !!!!! I HATE MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*NAZIHAH MY DEAR SIS DN CRY,SIS WILL BE THERE FOR U ALWAYZ!!!!!! LOVE YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~

todae was quite a dae hahaa...can say quite fun ... morning was wake up by enen(my little bro)'s kiss on the face and sweet waking up hahaaa and jared called ,wake up ... then straight after i wah up my tuition teacher come alrdy ... and i had to had my breakfast when she was talking/teaching ... move my mouth and use my ear to listen hahahaaa~~~ so pro ... DOTZ... it was quite cool ..hahhaa ~ after my tuition it was alrdy 1240+ ... i rush down to jared hse lah cuz we are doing geography project .... then when i leave my hse i then realise that cher calculator was at my hse so i went tp to pass it to her , i very gud der i helpp them to buy KFC , MAC ,KOI ...for lunch was lyk walk here and there was very tired hahaaa~ then saw jared bro & mom halfway hahhaaa~dotz....reach his hse saw , wenliang ,chuanwai,rixin,jared,dung,hyujiang,eileen,karyen,chengyong...and was lyk i do two trees only and do nothing le ...feel abit bad hahaaa~and was being drive crazy by rixin and dung , at first cor dung to give me the remote control then he nv give , end up i get it being take away by him stunned was lyk keep trying to snatch it but failed !!!! =.=lllll after that not long we left jared hse and me,rx,cw,cy at the playground played swing was fun ..hhahaa and the rest went away dotz...then rx,cw,cy went to play dota ......then act.bro wanna cor us not to go home early but i go beg him to let me go home sian ... and he say joking DOTZ was dam stunned and scolded him dotz....then meet up wif da sao and go eat old town white coffee instead hahaa i drag the time lah hahaaa cuz i was lyk eating dam slowly der and went to popular we in thr for 1hr+ and brought something hahahaaa~ then we went home and we three watch movie tgt !!!!!!!!!!!!!! was lyk abit lyk light bulb but no choice no place to go ... dn lyk walking all by my own DOTZZZ ... but i can walk/shopping myself der ... HAHAHAHAHAA thanks kor for the treat again <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY DEAR MELODY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ytd can say is a dam dae .... and really i am sad & i cried again ... hahhaaa~ cuz of wat my el teacher say ...haixxx... maybe it was my unlucky dae .... dotz.... and something happen ... DOtz.... ahaaa
went to register tuition centre wif rx ... xuanny nv go dotz ..... then go walk walk then go back home .... dotzxxxx.... sit at downstairs read books and clear my mind .,... i am less trouble when i was at downstairs , it was quite relax lah but expect for the mosquito which is bothering me... haixxx went home and clear room quite lucky that i found $10 from my small bag hahhaa!~ that time forget to take out hahaha i am still searching for the $20 australia $$$$ where is it ? (T.T )
haixxx...stunned ...and went to slp ....everytime i slp early sure got ppl xmx me T.T reply a msg at 2+ cuz wake up half way through slp ...dotzzz....still i am wondering if he has recieve it dotz ,,, Todae another start ... todae went quite well lah hahhaa~ cuz DNT was quite okay ... Mr chong got help me alot ... hahhaaa!!!! ~~~~ thanks but mr muto still i don dare to talk to him as he looks lyk dnwan to talk to me and i am scare of him ... haixxxxx .... then went to library wif amanda hahahaa went to play melody's PSP hahhaha the DRAM !!!!!!! COOOL that was really fun ... and was really funny...hahhaaaa~dotz..... me,chengyong,meloday was lyk laugh until lyk wat lah ...hahhahaaa .it was fun hahahhaa~~~~~~~~~ dotzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....then went el CHUNWAI was dam pro in the PD lah hahhahahaaa~~~~~~ LOL PRO !!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHHAAAAAAAAAAA then now going to speech dae things.... and now at JARED house .... was dam fun lah playing wii ....heheee .... now gary,rixin,chengyong,amanda,lynnette,chuanwai,jared and me was here hahhaha going out soon haix .... got a kind of weird feeling .... cuz maybe going to see someone bah ? i am abit confuesd yah DOTZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .....nvm let's see how it works out bah ? let nature take place ..... *back from speech dae ,was really tired ...and hmm...can say was uite ok bah ? dotz....finally saw him le,he's has no much changes hahah still as confidence as b4 ,.. and was really qiao lah when wan go up der shi huo saw him and we say hi to each other .... was quite gud to see him but i tends to run away ... dnno why ... i am as timid as ever lah ... dotz....then keep wanting to talk more to him but din have a chance ......... again ***** again ....this will probably be the last time i will see him bah ? dotz....WISH U GUD LUCK ALWAYS ...was fun lah when justin ,brandon ,jolin,zh,jared,zhounian,all at thr joke and cheer ,and funny jokes hahhaaa~ was quite not bad hahahaaaaa~
hmm....i am guilty for something happen juz now .... i think is my fault always is my fault to cuz unhappiness ,haixxxx .... and realli very tired of that i try to stay as far as possi frm them .... but still lyk this .... wat shld i / can i do ?haixxxx....THANKS eileen for accompany me lah after that cuz we went lor7 and thr's nothing to eat then go to the kim keat thr to eat ..and chatted alot wif her it was really good hahahaa~

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in life there's nothing cor Forever , no nothing...life is boring & lonely .... no one can predict wat will happen and wat stun answer to the question marks inside the head ...wat u think is u think it's not wat others thinking too ... haizxxxx ....life is fill with empty promises ... and hurts .....

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