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Monday, April 06, 2009
things always juz dn turns out the way we wanted it to be ... life suddenly was becoming black & white and not as colourful as alwayz... studies studies studies ... always during rainning daes i will think of u dnno why hahaa maybe bcuz of the words i said to u before bah ?hahaaa~todae was rainning heavily ... and thunders so dam loud ,i m as timid as always hahaaa~dotz...but standing in the rain is very nice as in can clear the deadful emotion of mine ... as todae after chinese i felt very upsad ... i realise i am wrong all this daes ... i have been slacking and slacking in chinese class, i had the mindset that i will do well for it but i then realise no i wont do well if i dn start concentrating in all of my subjects ...i act.cor eileen to help me end my gong han ....and everyone gets a kit-kat expect for me ... as teacher say that she was totally disappointed in me ... i am quite sad yah...but juz that no knws it ... being said lyk this is totally a dead statement to me and i knw i am wrong .... but it's juz that i really dn wan to write anymore ...thanks to amanda,rixin for wanting to offer their choco...!!!! but still it's not the choco problems ... it's juz mine ... disappointment disappointment disappointment actually i really hated myself , i knw i had been repeating but it's juz true , i wish i could have done much more better in my psle , so now i would be in poly i guess ... it's a tough year for me this year as i am competiting wif my two cousins for Os result ... heard that now they wants to compare le i really had no confidence yah ...it feels lyk i am in a competiton now and now i am still far away to see my competitors ,i keep struggling ,it's juz so difficult ...now really feels lyk stopping the competition...as i knw outcome will still be the same ...i will always be the weak ones .... stayed back todae for el ... really wish to thanks mdm santhi for giving that practice and teach me lots of skills !!!!! really nice ... and thanks for the encouragement ... from eileen & emily & karyen !!!!!! hahaaa~it was nice and i actually did a great improvement on my conversation todae !!!!!!!! 10/16 !!!!!!!!!!!! it was great ^___________________^ think think think now my mind keep thinking of rubbish !!!! and it's now very confused !!!!!!! felt abit faint faint maybe cuz juz now sleep too long alrdy !!!!!!!!!!!! haixxxx ... keep wanting to say that life for me is very difficult ............and keep unhappy dnno why ... so fastrated by myself !!!!! I HATE MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *NAZIHAH MY DEAR SIS DN CRY,SIS WILL BE THERE FOR U ALWAYZ!!!!!! LOVE YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~ |
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