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Saturday, May 30, 2009
again long time nv blog le ... and again i am sad dotsx... cuz of my results... haixxxxxx i am dam stress up... haix ... wnt say anymore le ............ Tuesday, May 19, 2009 WAH~~~it has been daes i had not been updating ... but it's oso pointless for update lah cuz lyk not much ppl knw bout my blog as wat eileen said =.=llllll bt it's okay ^______^... hmmm...todae was the last dae of Mid-yr exam and saw a blog which is dam "funny"&idiot in the sense that the person makes no sense lah dotzzzzz... Eh~still quite sad about the incident that dae had about my dnt , after finding mr chong tis afternoon it makes me felt even more worse lah...i think i gonna fail my dnt for this mid-yr... THANKS to my idiotic EYES for not looking carefuly through the instruction lah !!! hate my eye !!! so still wont go checkup for eyes !!! and seriously i am quite disappointed with myself, i knw that i had not been studying fully using my FULL HEART !!!!but i juz cant use it dnno why ? and my mother say me ... she said that i now shld be worrying for my results and doing revision and not thinking of kp wanting to play & watch korea drama ,wah i jitao sian diao lor haixxxx... i had been very tired and stress bout my mid-yr bt they juz dn see my effort lah ... and i said this to my mother :" yah,i not worry(bt actually i am trying not to think) and she reply: if yr mid-yr not gud , i really dnno how u going to take yr Os and wonder if u can get gud gradeshow u gonna make it for yr Os) i replied:Yah it's bcuz u dn believe that i will get gud results WAT!(almost wan cry out liao ) haixxx~she always lyk that der,keep pushing me to my limit,it's not that it's not gud,it's juz that HAixxx....nvm useless anyway ... FOrget it ...sometimes really think that it's pointless lah they nv listen to me...SUAN le ....no one cares anyway ? *STOp telling me that this is juz a mid-yr exam(i knw yr mean well) , and tell me that it's okay for now der ...i might seems to be okay but still i cant think its juz a simple mid-yr ...really wish to escape from all this,your tell me it's okay but my parent leh? i wan to go somewhr to release my stress as i am having alot , i try to keep myself occupy but juz cant ,can evyone understand me alittle more? if i dn score well it will be all my fault again, My dnt =(act.got hope by now dnthink so due to my thoery paper) My sciences =(physics in a mess,chem unknw) My humanities =(ss in mess ,geo unknw) My mathematics(Flung) My chinese(unknw) My english (summary unfinish,unknw) *actually i oso doubt myself ,whether i can make it or not ..... actually todae practical i really very stress up lah , when doing the experiments my hand was lyk shaking wif fear & keep at thr fa dou ,sweated, cold sweat, i really dnwan to be lyk this but it juz cant lah ~e happy look on my face doesnt means that i am happy frm heart ...stress is not i give myself der,it's my parents , my cousins ....then ppl will say dn care wat they say ,but how to ? teach me yah i really wan to knw,!!!!! FORGET IT!!! SUAN LE, SUAN LE ........ Wednesday, May 06, 2009 todae was physics & ss exam.... physics exam was delayed 30mins,dotzzzzz was quite depressed after hearing wat mrs lau had said haixxx she say i din study ... but i did leh i study , keep study ...studythe whole nite and i paste all my notes on my wall before i slp i keep studying but then still the same=.=llllll T.T lllllvery very very very depressed when i am on my way to the market wif eileen i cry lor haiixxxxxxx so useless ....then was scolded by eileen again .... at then many negatve thoughts flow through my mind because i did study and i really put in alot of effort .... DOtzzzz then really feel lyk very sian ...lyk no life liao...dn feel lyk studying chemistry le.... lyk i cant pull up my physics result anyway....and my physics paper nv do finish........my section B almost blank lah haixxxxxxx......why lyk this....haixxxxxx.......................... so disappointed .,... mrs lau ask eileen to takecare of me cuz she say she scare i study wrong was very sad....i knw how to do lehbut wat's the problem ..... dnno why this few daes dn feel lyk talking in skul ...nv quite talk wif my b.friends....... quite sad about it ..... haiixxxxx....funny feelings all ard ......sian ............... didnt study Ss at all ....only look through at the last min.....haixxxxx...saddened cuz of physics i din study ....but quite lucky lah,din learn but knw how to anyhow write ..... OMG !!!!!!! FLUNG EVERYTHING TODAE....HAIXXXX seriously i am dam stress at the moment that we were suppose to do the paper,ddno why ,very very very very stress i can feel that my hand is sweating and really my head is very heavy =.=llllllllllllllllllllllllllll but then thanks to the delay i kp telling myself to calm down....and i did actually .... dotzzzzz.....and keep relax myself and i was trying to keep myself awake...actually i am very very very very tired... but i lay my head on my jacket and keep revising my formulars ..........haiiix no matter wat really had a hard time todae ******** Eileen <3> hope u two last long .... <3333333333333333333333333> study study study eileen & kayen & LiQiu come my hse study todae !!!!!!! but liqiu went home b4 karyen arrive DOTZZZZZ haixxxxxxxxxx depressed--________-- T.T emo emo emo~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tuesday, May 05, 2009 wa!so long nv blog liao dotzzzz.... hmmm....totally sian der todae .... hmm dnno why i feels that i abit weird hahaaaaa dnno why also .... hmmm Mid year exam start le hahaaaaaa abit scary hahaha!~hehhee abit very scared hmmm thanks eileen for the words hahaa " i can do it " saw a very scary things hamster cage dotzz scare got hamster hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~ i scarealot of things yah so dan xiao ...... sian totally hahaa~ jiayou for mid yr yah everyone!!!!!!~~~ goona work hard now le ~~~~~!!!!!! toodooo~~~~~~~ |
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