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2011-07-11T14:11:00.000+08:00

SUBJECT:

School Social Networking Media

TO:

Principal of Republic Polytechnic

11 July 2011

Republic Polytechnic

9 Woodlands Avenue 9

Singapore 738964

Dear Sir or Madam,

Proposal to lift the ban of social networking websites in Republic Polytechnic.

I am Mohammad Azam Bin Berazam, student of Republic Polytechnic representing class E24F. We are aware about the recent ban of all social networking platforms such as Facebook, Twitter and instant messaging clients such as MSN messenger in our school. This is our petition against this. Our reasons below:

Firstly, social networking is one of the ways where we can use for our presentations. There was once our facilitator asked us to present our presentation by using one of the social networks, Facebook. Also, facilitators are always expecting STA students to be more creative in our methods of presentations. So, social networking platforms are the way we can reach out and appeal to the masses. Therefore, these social networking websites and platforms give us a more exciting way of presenting our presentations.

Secondly, we use social networking as a form where we can pass each other the problems. Most of the days, we experience connection failure in the morning as too many people were using it at the same time. Therefore for those people who downloaded the problem of the day uses MSN to send the files to people who still having problem downloading the files instead of passing around the thumb drive.

On the other hand, we truly understand the purpose of banning the social network as it could distract to us while doing our daily assignment and when we are paying attention to our facilitators. However, these social networks would only distract the student if he or she allows it to be. These websites do not contribute to our daily grades and if the student does not perform well in class, the facilitator would have the right to grade us accordingly.

Therefore, we request and plead that the ban of social networking to be lifted but monitored.

Thank you for your consideration. We will really looking forward to your favourable response.

Sincerely,

Mohammad Azam & Classmates [E24F]

2011-07-11T14:07:00.000+08:00

hii hii

2011-07-11T14:03:00.001+08:00

hihi

2011-05-22T14:55:00.002+08:00

wa it has been a very long time ever since i last touch this blog LOLS!!!! btw now i am leading a very normal poly life , everyday 8:30 got to school , 3:30 end school and every present , present and present very sian LOLS and so fast it has been a month already lols ... still trying to get used to everything now as there's still something that made me not happy with lols in school. but i must say i really made some good friends. some only. LOLS

2010-01-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

todae heard that Os result coming out ==
many mixed feelings
dnno how to explain my feeling
too stress to even express it out
how can i handle this?
hiax....
i wanna go find a place and hide
but actually wat ppl say are correct it is all fated
its alrdy planned
haix..
i wan to tell myself tat i can do it
but juz .....
cant convince myself
i wan to shout it out but i cant x. x
feel like crying now at this moment
I WAN GUD RESULT
I WAN GO TO THE POLY I WAN

2009-12-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

bed came ard an hour ago and was disaster == wth
dam messy
mummy keep asking me to move and stable everything then was like i haven even plan okay lor ==
she always dn trust wat i say der leh , it's like really cannot put there she dn believe
then suan le then the whole room now was in terrible mode ==
no eye to see ==
suan le ............

2009-12-28T14:55:00.002+08:00

ytd baobeii come my hse at 7+ wif his bro for my daddy birthdae celebration ==
and seriously was like dotzzzzz == his bro was dam active as always ==
people here was my family +baobeii + his bro + da sao + gu gu & family
then me aNd baobeii went downstair to meet HOHO & wen liang
wa, was dam happy to see them der cuz so long nv see them liao ^^
was dam cool yah ~~!!!!!!!!
oh the reason why they are downstair becuz baobeii cor them to help him grab a shoe for new year from converse sales == hahhaaa
to me the shoes was okay and fine wif me but still i dn agree that the shoe which looks so normal cost $40 ?????? althought it's branded ==
and was not too bad thanks to hoho & wen wen
then went home plAyed psp wif baobeii (we take turns)
and en en came down and play wif baobeii's bro LOLZ
then at the end we played en en 's DS
it was great and exciting LOLZ
was totally mad playing the game that en had LOLZ
tired more than 5 times then got first == and en dn let me play liao T.T
sian == baobeii todae going to his fren's chalet hmm for gathering i guess?
then i stay at home rot lolz!!!! so wont be seeing him tonite
actually was planning to go bugis to shop for new year clothing but was rainning and also lazy to go out ==
gonna go find another job that can have more $$ to save for my labtop fees ==
was damm broke this daes == cuz of the new bed and wardorde == $500+++ ?
sian == and it was a mircle todae tht eileen actually wanted to go shop wif me @ bugis which she thinks is so far ? ????? DOTZZZ
thanks her alot yah lolz but i lazy lah
then called yen yen she din pick upT.T
so cute lor she and bernard hahaaa~ still can rmb the shy look on their face when ex-changing presents hahaaaa!~
i share go find some other things to do alrdy~
TATA~

2009-12-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

ytd go work n GO find ber ber then we at there catch dolls
but in the end 2 doll for $9 diao ==.... lllll
todae was very der sian x.x nothing to do
mornin went to market wif parent then nothing liao ==
at home watch tv + clear stuffs dotZzzzzzz
was boring == ...
dnno do wat ==
sian ==

2009-12-26T02:41:00.004+08:00

christmas is over !!! ~
ytd was christmas hahaa~ my very first christmas wif my boyfriend!!!! ^^
was very happy but stilll have nothing to do DIAO ~~~~
but ytd was fun we make sushii and biscuit !!!! ~~ will sure make for my karyen hahaaa
and was really fun we pitch a tent in my ROOM ????? lolz
it was a really big tent yah ?bro was crazy he brought this juz to go camp wif my Da sao ?
a tent for four = a tent for two ?
was really shocked == and speechless
pitch alrdy only me and baobeii keep playing inside DIAO~~~~
hahaaa~then at inside i gave him the present i prepared altght its not a very expensive thingy but still i put in effort in it lolz~
then after that we play mahjong
wth me and baobeii lose to bro and da sao ==
was really sian diao ~~~~ T.T
we play $$ der but at the end we nv pay wahahahaa~ we say take it as trail hahaaa~LOLZ
my play cheat style !!!! WAHAHHAHAHAHHA~
and i really love the present gave by :
my baobeii & eileen & my yan yan & my bro and da sao^^
thanks alot ^^
LOVE THEM LOTS
and
HAPPY 5th month anniversary ^^ (250709)

2009-12-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

wa,it has been a long time since i last blogged .... omg time flys so fast now already december going to jan 2010 , lolz
ytd 23dec, was a fun dae ^^
cuz went to sentosa's underwaterworld wif baobeii , karyen and bernard LOLz
was very fun
at first we played majong at my house first
i kept winning hahahaa~
lolz!!!!!~
was dam fun and very funny ,amy funny things
and at ard 2:30 we headed down to vivo to catch a sentosa express
wa, when we reached sentosa was like 4+ liao
dotzzzzzzz ...then we headed straight to underwaterworld through blue line hahaa
then nevertheless we reached our destination
we brought our tickets and went straight in !!! LOLZ
and first thing we saw was the touch pool
and we keep taking the star fish lolz
then we stay there very long the keeper keep laughing at me due to i keep calling to takephoto
the keeper say " inside still got alot of things to let u take photo "
i was like dotzzz it's my business bah ? ==
then nvm we go round the underwaterworld and was fun many funny thingy happened hahhaa!
cool ~!!!!! LOVE THIS TRIP !!!!!!!! hahahaa
then saddened missed the dolphin lagoon show
sad they have change till very nice muz really go hahhaa~!!!!!!!
then at 7 we went out of sentosa
at vivo headed straight for food!!!!!! that is subway
karyen nv eat only me , baobeii and bernard eat ==
then we went up to talk photo again hahaaa ~ was very fun tooo~!!!!!
after tat we went to see the pets and went to shop shop shoes and lately "toys r us"
was planning to trick bernard and karyen
end up me and baobeii kanna ==
lolz~then went tangs and national geo and then headed home ^^
on the way still psp hahaaa
that idiot~ lolz
nitezzzzzzzzz ~

2009-07-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

todae did something very bad!!! althought its an accident but still i caNT FORGIVE MYSELF !!!
needa do alot of D&T work gonna buck up and go back to original standard !!!! never gives up !!!!
LETS ALL WORKHARD TGT !!!!!!!!!!!!

VERY SORRY TO HOHO ...

really sorry ...

and cheer up polar bear ^^

2009-07-01T19:43:00.003+08:00

hmmm,nw researching for dnt thingy,quite bored !!!
and something is bothering me...haixxxx...
maybe i think too much or wat lah i oso dnknw ...
aybe it is or maybe its not ....
my dear eileen is sick !!! get well soon yah
went to do dnt todae again...i not gonna slack le,nd to bucky up liao!!!
thxs: polar bear & cy & cw(in idea)&zh(providing experience),amanda&emily(for wanting to provide help)^^ for helping me ...really appreciate it v.muchy...
althought my dnt have had many prblm but will bucky up de...
"ONCE THE BEST,ALWAYS THE BEST "!!! i truly believe...
FIGHTING~

in life there are many things that goes unsmoothly but when u look it in another way round it might not be wat u thingy ... ^^

*hoping for a better tml & more happiness & laughter ^^

*wana watch ice age 3[ T.T ]3D der .....

2009-06-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

yo,so long nv blog le ...due to i din on computer ,and cuz i am lazy to do so ...
daes are as per-normal ... and its kind of sianny ... as skul start todae ...
this means that we are getting nearer and nearer to O-levels ....
really feel kind of stress or something ...
i m so slacky so i muz buck up now , i knw saying wnt do anything lah hor but then i will prove der ....
sometimes i really wonders ,to every single one wat is the definion of love ? dotzzz i m juz being random ...
and now muz really takecare of ourselves cant fall sick as due to H1N1....
life is full of unexpected things ...
so we have to cherish and treasure those ppl that u love & care ...
sometimes really hope that time can rewine back to the time whr we r so gud ...
micheal jackson is dead,so saddening, a talented ppl is gone ...... wasted his 50 world tour concert.........
watching UP currently ...loady slow ,might give up anytime cuz i wanna watch in threater
thanks cousin....
juz now saw another funny "blog .... dotzzzzzzzzz craps ...
SUPER JUNIOR SONG DAM NICE !!!! SORRY SORRY ... its you !!!! etc ^^
i wan gud results !!!!! jiayou !!!!!!! fighting !!!!!!!!!

thanks polar bear for the nice words ytd ^^ appreciate it
sleeping soon!!!! todae was no fun lols ,STUDY STUDY STUDY !!!!!!!!!! ^^

2009-06-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHAA~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!! UP SHOWING !!!!!!!!!
@ AUGUST 6 !!!! LOLS
wahahaaaa~!!!!!!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~ GONNA WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHHAAAAA~
Watched ghost of girlfriend past dam nice
cried todae lols ... LOLS ... hahhaaa~
cuz some parts really touching
thanks polar bear for giving tissue lols !!!!!!
lolS ~~~~~~~~~~

2009-06-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

soooo long nv post le ..!!!!!
todae went to watch DRAg me to hell !!!!!!!!
OMGGGGGGGGG~ so dam scary !!!!!!!!!!!
idiot polar bear lah !!!!!!
LOLS
wei le accompany him !!!!!!!!
LOLS
i was lyk @ there shiver until dnno lyk wat lah !!!!!!!!!!!!
haixxxxx~
really scary T.T

IDIOT POLAR BEAR

2009-06-07T12:01:00.002+08:00

lately was a disaster for me ... many things happened ...

it's still the same old idiotic things that i always troubled ...

it's about my dnt again ... ,i dnno wat my cher trying to say/do

yah everyone say until so easy go think yrself depend on yrself

it's not that bah ? i suppose? juz let nature take place bah !!!!!!!!!

i dnwan to think liao oso ...i tired le

LOLS .... i have alrdy see through everything liao ...

so wnt feel sad or anyhtings liao (but not completely lah )

actually who knws i will hide @ one place and cry ? hahaaaa~

specailly thanks to the ones that always be there for me(u guys knw who yr are:))

* CHEER U UP ^___________^

polar bear is becoming panda bear =.=llllll

I DNWAN !!!!!!!!! T.T silly u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

share a nice song by:徐佳莹

http://www.haoting.com/special/msp_12819.htm

又来到这个港口没有原因的拘留

我的心乘着斑驳的轻舟

寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流我用力张开双手

拥抱那么多起起落落

想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又一个人看海

回头才发现你不在

留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又把回忆翻开

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走

只是越看见海阔天空

越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又一个人看海

疲惫的身影不是我

不是你想看见的我

我不是一定要你回来

只是当独自走入人海

除了你之外的依赖

还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱

2009-05-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

again long time nv blog le ...
and again i am sad dotsx...
cuz of my results...
haixxxxxx i am dam stress up...
haix ... wnt say anymore le ............

2009-05-19T19:25:00.002+08:00

WAH~~~it has been daes i had not been updating ... but it's oso pointless for update lah
cuz lyk not much ppl knw bout my blog as wat eileen said =.=llllll bt it's okay ^______^...
hmmm...todae was the last dae of Mid-yr exam and saw a blog which is dam "funny"&idiot in the sense that the person makes no sense lah dotzzzzz...
Eh~still quite sad about the incident that dae had about my dnt , after finding mr chong tis afternoon it makes me felt even more worse lah...i think i gonna fail my dnt for this mid-yr...
THANKS to my idiotic EYES for not looking carefuly through the instruction lah !!! hate my eye !!! so still wont go checkup for eyes !!!
and seriously i am quite disappointed with myself, i knw that i had not been studying fully using my FULL HEART !!!!but i juz cant use it dnno why ? and my mother say me ... she said that i now shld be worrying for my results and doing revision and not thinking of kp wanting to play & watch korea drama ,wah i jitao sian diao lor haixxxx...
i had been very tired and stress bout my mid-yr bt they juz dn see my effort lah ...
and i said this to my mother :" yah,i not worry(bt actually i am trying not to think)
and
she reply: if yr mid-yr not gud , i really dnno how u going to take yr Os and wonder if u can get gud gradeshow u gonna make it for yr Os)
i replied:Yah it's bcuz u dn believe that i will get gud results WAT!(almost wan cry out liao )
haixxx~she always lyk that der,keep pushing me to my limit,it's not that it's not gud,it's juz that HAixxx....nvm useless anyway ... FOrget it ...sometimes really think that it's pointless lah they nv listen to me...SUAN le ....no one cares anyway ?
*STOp telling me that this is juz a mid-yr exam(i knw yr mean well) , and tell me that it's okay for now der ...i might seems to be okay but still i cant think its juz a simple mid-yr ...really wish to escape from all this,your tell me it's okay but my parent leh?
i wan to go somewhr to release my stress as i am having alot , i try to keep myself occupy but juz cant ,can evyone understand me alittle more? if i dn score well it will be all my fault again,

My dnt =(act.got hope by now dnthink so due to my thoery paper)
My sciences =(physics in a mess,chem unknw)
My humanities =(ss in mess ,geo unknw)
My mathematics(Flung)
My chinese(unknw)
My english (summary unfinish,unknw)

*actually i oso doubt myself ,whether i can make it or not .....
actually todae practical i really very stress up lah , when doing the experiments my hand was lyk shaking wif fear & keep at thr fa dou ,sweated, cold sweat, i really dnwan to be lyk this but it juz cant lah ~e happy look on my face doesnt means that i am happy frm heart ...stress is not i give myself der,it's my parents , my cousins ....then ppl will say dn care wat they say ,but how to ? teach me yah i really wan to knw,!!!!!
FORGET IT!!! SUAN LE, SUAN LE ........

2009-05-06T15:12:00.002+08:00

todae was physics & ss exam....
physics exam was delayed 30mins,dotzzzzz
was quite depressed after hearing wat mrs lau had said
haixxx she say i din study ...
but i did leh i study , keep study ...studythe whole nite
and i paste all my notes on my wall before i slp i keep studying
but then still the same=.=llllll T.T lllllvery very very very depressed
when i am on my way to the market wif eileen i cry lor haiixxxxxxx
so useless ....then was scolded by eileen again ....
at then many negatve thoughts flow through my mind
because i did study and i really put in alot of effort .... DOtzzzz
then really feel lyk very sian ...lyk no life liao...dn feel lyk studying chemistry le....
lyk i cant pull up my physics result anyway....and my physics paper nv do finish........my section B almost blank lah haixxxxxxx......why lyk this....haixxxxxx..........................
so disappointed .,... mrs lau ask eileen to takecare of me cuz she say she scare i study wrong
was very sad....i knw how to do lehbut wat's the problem .....
dnno why this few daes dn feel lyk talking in skul ...nv quite talk wif my b.friends.......
quite sad about it ..... haiixxxxx....funny feelings all ard ......sian ...............
didnt study Ss at all ....only look through at the last min.....haixxxxx...saddened cuz of physics i din study ....but quite lucky lah,din learn but knw how to anyhow write .....
OMG !!!!!!! FLUNG EVERYTHING TODAE....HAIXXXX
seriously i am dam stress at the moment that we were suppose to do the paper,ddno why ,very very very very stress i can feel that my hand is sweating and really my head is very heavy =.=llllllllllllllllllllllllllll but then thanks to the delay i kp telling myself to calm down....and i did actually .... dotzzzzz.....and keep relax myself and i was trying to keep myself awake...actually i am very very very very tired... but i lay my head on my jacket and keep revising my formulars ..........haiiix
no matter wat really had a hard time todae
******** Eileen <3>
hope u two last long .... <3333333333333333333333333>
study study study
eileen & kayen & LiQiu come my hse study todae !!!!!!!
but liqiu went home b4 karyen arrive
DOTZZZZZ haixxxxxxxxxx
depressed--________-- T.T
emo emo emo~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-05T11:51:00.002+08:00

wa!so long nv blog liao dotzzzz....
hmmm....totally sian der todae ....
hmm dnno why i feels that i abit weird hahaaaaa
dnno why also ....
hmmm Mid year exam start le hahaaaaaa
abit scary hahaha!~hehhee abit very scared
hmmm thanks eileen for the words
hahaa " i can do it "
saw a very scary things hamster cage dotzz
scare got hamster
hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~
i scarealot of things yah
so dan xiao ...... sian totally hahaa~
jiayou for mid yr yah everyone!!!!!!~~~
goona work hard now le ~~~~~!!!!!!
toodooo~~~~~~~

2009-04-26T16:16:00.002+08:00

it was fun ytd ...have fun
but stil i am troubled !!!!!
haixxxxx...dnno why !!!!!!!!
siann
dnt handing in in 4 daes time for mid-yr mark
haizzzzzzzzzzzz
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian
sian

2009-04-21T22:53:00.003+08:00

hahahaa~ytd nite was fun as it was EILEEN's birthdae!!!!!!!!!!
went her house to give her a surprize ... hahahhaaa!!!!! and we did it ... hahhahaaa
as dam funny !!!!!!!!!!! and fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
was a tired dae todae ....
i felt faint faint at physics maybe tired bah dotz
so slp awhile hheheheee ....
then was quite angry wif rx but heard reasons so fang guo ni !!!!!!!!!!
nxt tym dn lyk that i am trying to help u ....
OKAY!!!!!!!!!!
be a gud boiiii !!!!!!!
DOTZZZZ ...
was a funny night hahhaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nitezy!!!!!!!~~~~~~~

2009-04-14T18:15:00.005+08:00

POST SOME PIXS THAT TAKEN IN BG !!!

todae was a not bad dae ,
but my hand due to last nite banging of e wall was pain
dotzzzzz...
iT was painful now yah hahaa~
ytd was not very pain maybe b'cuz the thing that happen makes me feel even more painful than the pain on my hand bah dotzzz...
as ytd cry the whole evening till nnite.... haixxx BUT
MUZ THANKS TO EILEEN FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ,really nice & sweet
i lied to u !!! haha sry !!!!cuz i think will be scold by u der yah !!!!
hahahaaaaaAA~
hmmm.... todae morning talk to mdm aini
she's very nice lah hahaa and then went to dnt and so on class ...
hmmm...todae i can say that i am very hardworking hahaa~
cuz i actually focus on the physics worksheet teacher given hahaa
as mrs lua went for course hahaaa
and i actually finish it i am very happy and proud of myself
hahaaha~later gonna go study geo test for tml
and start reviscing sciences & maths for mid-year exam !!!!!
muz pass all subject !!!!
i mean it!!!!!!!
THANKS EMILY,& TEACHER & JARED for helping me yah
PHYSICS THE subject i dn lyk most
and now will try to lyk it haHAA
muz WRKHARD LE !!!!
LESS PLAYING FOR ME FRM NOW ON !!!!!
MUZ GO LIBRARY MORE !!!!! HAHAA
lol ... really nwadaes felt calm le ...
actually wan to think more seroiusly wat i really wanted
and i really wan to pass O-level wif gud grades
hopefully !!!! i wan to prove yr wrong yah
-now each dae that had bad things happen i really tried to not think about it as it has pass and everyday is a brand new dae ! wont let bad things spoil everything !!! i will try my best to do thngs rite !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LESS NEGATIVE THOUGHTS AND MORE POSITIVE
WORK TOWARDS MY DREAM , MY COURSE , MY POLY
WIN YOU !!!!!!

** MY DEAREST EILEEN !!!! DN CRY AND DN STRESS YRSELF UP !!!! WHATEVER THINGS THAT HURTS U DN KEEP IT TO YRSELF U CAN ALWAYS SHARE IT TO ME !!! DN FORGGET I WILL TURN ON MY PHONE 24 HRS SO COR ME ANYTIME U NEED A LISTEN EAR !!! I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YAH !!!! U KNW U ARE MY BEST FRIEND CAM SIS OTHER THAN XUAN they aLL RITE!!!
<3333333 u always yah !!!! i wnt kiss/hug u der ,dn worry cuz i dnwan to be slapped by u hahhaaa~~~!!!!!SMILE ...YR SMILE IS THE BEST ^_____________^

2009-04-08T22:45:00.003+08:00

start of my todae was a dam disaster lah,i cry the whole of ytd nite ...and i start my dae through crying ...again... stopped when at the parade square and kp emoing all the way to dnt ... but still i wan to get out of dnt workshop so i said i wan to go toilet and eileen followed we went to library and really i had a gud talk wif her and i did a 40 min cry all the way....and was feeling much better .... during pe after doing the station talk to amanda aain cry DOTzzz...sometimes really dnno why i so useless ...keep crying dotzzzzzz ... but really juz cant help it ... dotzzzzzz .... really THANKS to those who concern me ... ESP EILEEN
,amanda,KAryen
emily>same
group hahaaaa~dotz...xuan,angela,serena,+3 more
at first was quite okay but last two when into the hole !!!!!! and was lyk very funny lah ... and quite fun ... at the centre and in the bus as cw , cy was lyk joking lah hahaaa ....saw daphne, so happy so long nv see her le was dam happy der hugged her ....dotzzzzz..... hahaaa~ then went home something happen ...and was quite stunned and dnno wat to do ....and at home tution 8-10+ so tired !!!!!!!!! haven do el yet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muz go do le ~~~~~~~ and THANKS BUDDY was really touched when heard that hahaaa~true / not arh ? hahaaa~DOTz!!!!!!! THANKS ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-06T21:16:00.003+08:00

things always juz dn turns out the way we wanted it to be ...
life suddenly was becoming black & white and not as colourful as alwayz...
studies studies studies ...
always during rainning daes i will think of u dnno why hahaa maybe bcuz of the words i said to u before bah ?hahaaa~todae was rainning heavily ... and thunders so dam loud ,i m as timid as always hahaaa~dotz...but standing in the rain is very nice as in can clear the deadful emotion of mine ... as todae after chinese i felt very upsad ... i realise i am wrong all this daes ... i have been slacking and slacking in chinese class, i had the mindset that i will do well for it but i then realise no i wont do well if i dn start concentrating in all of my subjects ...i act.cor eileen to help me end my gong han ....and everyone gets a kit-kat expect for me ... as teacher say that she was totally disappointed in me ... i am quite sad yah...but juz that no knws it ... being said lyk this is totally a dead statement to me and i knw i am wrong .... but it's juz that i really dn wan to write anymore ...thanks to amanda,rixin for wanting to offer their choco...!!!! but still it's not the choco problems ... it's juz mine ...
disappointment disappointment disappointment
actually i really hated myself , i knw i had been repeating but it's juz true , i wish i could have done much more better in my psle , so now i would be in poly i guess ... it's a tough year for me this year as i am competiting wif my two cousins for Os result ... heard that now they wants to compare le i really had no confidence yah ...it feels lyk i am in a competiton now and now i am still far away to see my competitors ,i keep struggling ,it's juz so difficult ...now really feels lyk stopping the competition...as i knw outcome will still be the same ...i will always be the weak ones ....
stayed back todae for el ... really wish to thanks mdm santhi for giving that practice and teach me lots of skills !!!!! really nice ... and thanks for the encouragement ... from eileen & emily & karyen !!!!!! hahaaa~it was nice and i actually did a great improvement on my conversation todae !!!!!!!! 10/16 !!!!!!!!!!!! it was great ^___________________^
think think think
now my mind keep thinking of rubbish !!!! and it's now very confused !!!!!!! felt abit faint faint maybe cuz juz now sleep too long alrdy !!!!!!!!!!!! haixxxx ... keep wanting to say that life for me is very difficult ............and keep unhappy dnno why ... so fastrated by myself !!!!! I HATE MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*NAZIHAH MY DEAR SIS DN CRY,SIS WILL BE THERE FOR U ALWAYZ!!!!!! LOVE YAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~

2009-04-05T00:47:00.003+08:00

todae was quite a dae hahaa...can say quite fun ... morning was wake up by enen(my little bro)'s kiss on the face and sweet waking up hahaaa and jared called ,wake up ... then straight after i wah up my tuition teacher come alrdy ... and i had to had my breakfast when she was talking/teaching ... move my mouth and use my ear to listen hahahaaa~~~ so pro ... DOTZ... it was quite cool ..hahhaa ~ after my tuition it was alrdy 1240+ ... i rush down to jared hse lah cuz we are doing geography project .... then when i leave my hse i then realise that cher calculator was at my hse so i went tp to pass it to her , i very gud der i helpp them to buy KFC , MAC ,KOI ...for lunch was lyk walk here and there was very tired hahaaa~ then saw jared bro & mom halfway hahhaaa~dotz....reach his hse saw , wenliang ,chuanwai,rixin,jared,dung,hyujiang,eileen,karyen,chengyong...and was lyk i do two trees only and do nothing le ...feel abit bad hahaaa~and was being drive crazy by rixin and dung , at first cor dung to give me the remote control then he nv give , end up i get it being take away by him stunned was lyk keep trying to snatch it but failed !!!! =.=lllll after that not long we left jared hse and me,rx,cw,cy at the playground played swing was fun ..hhahaa and the rest went away dotz...then rx,cw,cy went to play dota ......then act.bro wanna cor us not to go home early but i go beg him to let me go home sian ... and he say joking DOTZ was dam stunned and scolded him dotz....then meet up wif da sao and go eat old town white coffee instead hahaa i drag the time lah hahaaa cuz i was lyk eating dam slowly der and went to popular we in thr for 1hr+ and brought something hahahaaa~ then we went home and we three watch movie tgt !!!!!!!!!!!!!! was lyk abit lyk light bulb but no choice no place to go ... dn lyk walking all by my own DOTZZZ ... but i can walk/shopping myself der ... HAHAHAHAHAA thanks kor for the treat again <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MY DEAR MELODY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-03T16:12:00.006+08:00

ytd can say is a dam dae .... and really i am sad & i cried again ... hahhaaa~ cuz of wat my el teacher say ...haixxx... maybe it was my unlucky dae .... dotz.... and something happen ... DOtz.... ahaaa
went to register tuition centre wif rx ... xuanny nv go dotz ..... then go walk walk then go back home .... dotzxxxx.... sit at downstairs read books and clear my mind .,... i am less trouble when i was at downstairs , it was quite relax lah but expect for the mosquito which is bothering me... haixxx went home and clear room quite lucky that i found $10 from my small bag hahhaa!~ that time forget to take out hahaha i am still searching for the $20 australia $$$$ where is it ? (T.T )
haixxx...stunned ...and went to slp ....everytime i slp early sure got ppl xmx me T.T reply a msg at 2+ cuz wake up half way through slp ...dotzzz....still i am wondering if he has recieve it dotz ,,, Todae another start ... todae went quite well lah hahhaa~ cuz DNT was quite okay ... Mr chong got help me alot ... hahhaaa!!!! ~~~~ thanks but mr muto still i don dare to talk to him as he looks lyk dnwan to talk to me and i am scare of him ... haixxxxx .... then went to library wif amanda hahahaa went to play melody's PSP hahhaha the DRAM !!!!!!! COOOL that was really fun ... and was really funny...hahhaaaa~dotz..... me,chengyong,meloday was lyk laugh until lyk wat lah ...hahhahaaa .it was fun hahahhaa~~~~~~~~~ dotzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....then went el CHUNWAI was dam pro in the PD lah hahhahahaaa~~~~~~ LOL PRO !!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHHAAAAAAAAAAA then now going to speech dae things.... and now at JARED house .... was dam fun lah playing wii ....heheee .... now gary,rixin,chengyong,amanda,lynnette,chuanwai,jared and me was here hahhaha going out soon haix .... got a kind of weird feeling .... cuz maybe going to see someone bah ? i am abit confuesd yah DOTZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .....nvm let's see how it works out bah ? let nature take place ..... *back from speech dae ,was really tired ...and hmm...can say was uite ok bah ? dotz....finally saw him le,he's has no much changes hahah still as confidence as b4 ,.. and was really qiao lah when wan go up der shi huo saw him and we say hi to each other .... was quite gud to see him but i tends to run away ... dnno why ... i am as timid as ever lah ... dotz....then keep wanting to talk more to him but din have a chance ......... again ***** again ....this will probably be the last time i will see him bah ? dotz....WISH U GUD LUCK ALWAYS ...was fun lah when justin ,brandon ,jolin,zh,jared,zhounian,all at thr joke and cheer ,and funny jokes hahhaaa~ was quite not bad hahahaaaaa~
hmm....i am guilty for something happen juz now .... i think is my fault always is my fault to cuz unhappiness ,haixxxx .... and realli very tired of that i try to stay as far as possi frm them .... but still lyk this .... wat shld i / can i do ?haixxxx....THANKS eileen for accompany me lah after that cuz we went lor7 and thr's nothing to eat then go to the kim keat thr to eat ..and chatted alot wif her it was really good hahahaa~

2009-04-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过究竟是谁放掉这段感情我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁现实中幸福永远缺货请告诉她我不爱她笑着难过自我惩罚想终止这一切挣扎狠了心说真心谎话别告诉她我还想她恨总比爱容易放下当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默代替所有回答我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁现实中幸福永远缺货请告诉她我不爱她笑着难过自我惩罚想终止这一切挣扎狠了心说真心谎话别告诉她我还想她恨总比爱容易放下当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默代替所有回答我不爱我不痛我不懂我的心早已掏空真心话言不由衷请告诉她我不爱她笑着难过自我惩罚想终止这一切挣扎狠了心说真心谎话别告诉她我还想她恨总比爱容易放下当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默代替所有回答别告诉她我还想她就让沉默代替所有回答

in life there's nothing cor Forever , no nothing...life is boring & lonely .... no one can predict wat will happen and wat stun answer to the question marks inside the head ...wat u think is u think it's not wat others thinking too ... haizxxxx ....life is fill with empty promises ... and hurts .....

2009-03-31T23:47:00.002+08:00

i am sick this few daes , and i m not feelin very well todae too ... sleep in physics todae was really abit headach thanks emily for offering to write for me my paper but i did write myself ... i feels that life is getting more and more difficult for me ... sometimes juz dn wish to recover from my sickness ... sometimes juz wish to continue to be sick ... juz wish to stay away from everything ... this few daes thanks to amanda for chatteing wif me on phone as i am really troubled by somethings too ... we tends to share things lah ... dotz,.... and thanks to the ppl that concern bout me .... everydae seems to be quite hard and tiriing ...went home bath, and slp ... that's wat i had been doing lately ...haixxxxxxxxxxxxx .... i dnno wat to do leh dotz .... STUDY STUDY STUDY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GUD LUCK ~!!!!! =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-03-26T21:01:00.003+08:00

Now i am really very boring,tired,nan sou!!! haizz...really dn feel lyk doing D&T ,but i am really forcing myself !!!!! i do and i am not very happy , i oso dnno why ... in skul i cant concentrate ,at home don feel lyk doing it ...now i had to start all over again ... and i am actually sad about it , iam getting slower and slower ... I am angry about myself...totally disappointed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually this Qn have been ard me this few daes i juz feel lyk dropping my subject ....i m really stress leh i knw that everyone is stress but i juz dn lyk myself yah !!!! haixxxxxxxx ....i feel lyk going to _ _ _ !!!!! ....I feel lyk giving up ... i really dn have confidence really very upset ... i have many fan niao ,i have thousands and thousands of worry but i actually dnno wat is it and if knw oso dnno how to solve ... i am scare to disappoint ppl ,i am scare of many things ... I am going crazy !!!!! somehow i juz dn wish take O-level ... !!!!!!!!! ...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wish to find a place and hide for some period of time and make myself clear of wat i am going to do next.........................cry again..THANKS EILEEN for being there for me ...and thanks to her mother too for encourgement ... and rx too .... haixxx...i had been crying many daes le ... and i really tired liao ... i hate it .... i juz cant cotrol myself ....

2009-03-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

todae say truly the first few lessons i am very vex & bad temper as thr's something that irritated me very much ... that is the red dotz growing withn my hands and neck and leg i really very angry as it's very itchy ...THANKS EILEEN & AMANDA FOR CONCENING ME ESP AMANDA FOR ALWAYS HELPING ME TO PUT ON E OIL !!!!! AND EILEEN FOR NOT MINDING ME TOUCHING & PLAYING WIF HER DOG ...as got ppl say maybe is hand-food disease ,dengue , chicken pox , scare me sia thanks her & amanda for not xian qi wo hahaa~thanks alot really ... was really touched !!!!! so todae was not in gud mood so cant blame me .... it was really very bad i always felt gulity cuz of that ,really hate it HAIXZZZ ,THANKS JARED & RIXIN FOR HELPING ME IN MY PHYSICS IF NOT really i dnno when can finish ,thanks jared for teaching too hahaa~they are really nice haha~~~~!!!!! and really quite vex about ytd nite things dnno why keep thinking ... sian ... haha~after doing physics went to market wif Zhe hao ,jared they all ....EAT DONUT !!!!! hahaha LOVE IT !!! original is the best haha~ went home,and then do my homework althought i was really tired !!!! hhahaa~after that went to see a doctor as really cant stand the itchy and the doctor say "____________________" .... dnwish to type out haha!~dnno is counted bad mah haha~then went home watch defeated queen !!!!!! so dam nice & touching ....cried!!! hahhaa!`~love it hahhaa!~one dae pain can past , only beautiful memories will remains .....this is a gud sentence ..... MUZ CHERISH EVERY DAE & TIME !!!!! before everyting is too late ....

knowing that u are alright now,makes me feels very happy & also sad cuz u r hurt by her ,maybe it was the deepest but we will nv knws , althought i knw u are juz making use of me or maybe not ... i stil hope that u will nt be hurt by someone esle anymore ,and when u have any problems feel free to come look for me ,i might not help u much but still i can be the listen ear ,starting to go back to the past ...

2009-03-17T23:45:00.007+08:00

todae was quite interesting haha~went to remedial but then halfway went off .... cuz very sian .....went to eat wif zhehao,rixin,chengyong,chuanwai,wenliang,amanda,emily!!! haaha~and had lots of fun things happen ...and then went to zhehao's hse wa nt bad haha~and zh,rx,da,emily,chuanwai&fren,cy ,me went to watch "coming soon" dotz eh the show very irrtating der sian ...cuz very scary i dn lyk to watch horror movie sian ... but end up watch le .... was dam scare i cry leh inside but no one knows haha~dotz thanks to Rx for keep telling me the story inside as i really cant stand the movie hahha~close eye/clover half = nv watch much hahaa.... then went out kana scold by a old uncle more sian ...then went out,go walk walk awhile emily & amanda & chuanwai&fren went off first ...left me & rx&zh&cy dotz very funny we stand at arcade doing nothing but looking at ppl playing then rx&cy play the "gou " so dam funny n cute der lah them ... dotz...and cy & me & rx go play datona? then was lyk dam funny der lah haha my car crush until lyk wat sia hhaa~......nxt we went bk to tpy an waited for my son and cw&fren.and went to gym wa,run 20min eh hahaa~ sian now leg abit pain sia hhahaa~so useless me , wa not bad leh they all lyk very sporty haha~so funny lah!!!!! ~~ went meet daddy after that and had dinner and went home ...hahhaa thanks rx & son for paying DOTZ...
last sat & sun went to I.T fair once wif cy & rx , once went wif bro & da sao haha ....very funny both daes !!!!!!!! sian nv take photo when wif rx&cy ... very clamsy me when wif them and wen wif them to play pool ,was kanna bluff sia ,they both say dnno how to play end up quite pro dotz ...and thanks for teaching me both "dnno how to play "ppl hahhahaa~~~~ dotzdotzdotz!!!!!!!!! ARGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really happy to go out wif bro first time sia ~~~~ pay this and that hhahhaa and we went bowling dotz , Rx,zh,cy,cw,& fren juz beside playing pool lols ~ytd went to study wif zh,rx,cw,wl,zn,lynn,at first was gud as we keep discussing but then after awwhile all sian le so went to watch zh play in the arcade haha~ dotz!!!!!!!!! but i will study hard der hahha~~~ half play half study!!!!! HOHOHOH both pool and bowling i cant learn it sian...hahhaa both skill so dam bad sia ....... all lousy !!!!!!!dotzZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2009-03-13T23:18:00.004+08:00

todae was another irritated dae ...it was not gud to me ... seeing my result slip makes me wanna throw it away and really it let me thinks that it's hopeless liao ... it was lyk alrdy a dam idiot mood after seeing result ...and when go chinese oral still cher wanna say tat things to me ...ya i knw hers was gud , she always do mah so now wat's the point of saying that and i am really quite pissed by you !!!!! it's juz that i dnwish to say out ... cuz it always will end up my fault ... but now i have forgiven u!!!!!!!! ppl tend to care for themselves more without knwing wats problems ppl are having ...todae was so dam depress went out of classroom and the moment reach library cant take it.. hide in the storeroom and cry then when to look for buddy and chatted too cry ...sian i am sick and tired of myself i am feeling tat i am hopeless .... really hate myself !!! THANKS BUDDY FOR BEING THERE & THANKS ZHE HAO FOR PROVIDING TISSUE ... HAIx ...and thanks Rx oso.thxs adraina for concrning too .... and sry for the bad att lately ...thxs everyone that concern ....... was very hard to understand myself yah ... things wasnt so smooth for me ..and it's very hard juz wish to slow down time...and there are many things i trouble about ...i wish that i could get off all soon ......... hoping .......

2009-03-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

todae chinese lesson i am dam quiet lor haha~cuz cher keep coring my name =.=lllll so i concentrated and i did it ... hahaa~ and i wanna THANKS BUDDY !!!!!!! for ytd nite !!!!! tat's really sweet of u !!!!!!!! =) =) todae remendial was fun lor ..haha~our class boy so cute lah !!!! my darling[son] oso dam cute der haha ,brandon he oso dam funny & cute der hohoho~~~~ fun dae!!!!!!!

if only everydae dnhv problms then gud le =) peaceful life ...bt it wont der =] problems will always stays

2009-03-09T22:35:00.004+08:00

haiz...dnno why i m very slack now ... i really have no confidence to pass my O ,i want to get gud grades but it ju lyk cant... i cant concentrate on studies yah ... why am i becoming lyk this? so slack sia , haiz ... i wan study !!!!!wan study !!!!! wan study !!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT DOING MY BEST IN THE COMMON TESTS !!! HATE MYSELF FOR NOT CONCENTRATING ON STUDIES !!!!!!! IJUZ HATE MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUCK UP TANSIPING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its either die / pass !!!!!! i m confused now ...

2009-03-08T22:41:00.016+08:00

uncle's

mine & celine's

8/3 at the canival nice tattoo ya haha

friends

our family & see me & my darling again hhaa

our big family ..=)

half- half

catch yah!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks darling for treating us eat this ,it was yummy

guess our shoes !!!!!!!!!

my best friend/sister !!!!!

my daughter-in-law ,me ,my darling [son]

when eating ....

group photo :taken by Mr HO

ytd went WWW wif , chunwai,chengyong,lynnette,dung,jared,eileen,rixin,wenliang,gary&zhehao,it was very fun lah hahaa~ althought we nearly get into trouble ... hahaa and we met alot of problems before reaching WWW ,still after all was fun lah ?as alot of funny things watch marley & me wif Rixin,gary,chengyong,chunwai,chunwai . reach home at nearly ard 10 50 bah ? i am achingall over . sian ,

todae went WWW & ESCAPE THEME PARK for juz $1 wif ku & fam ...was fun too !!!!!!!!!!!!

i am too tired le i will let my photos do all the talking ...

2009-03-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

Todae was quite a dae ... very depressed and i stress up and break down and i had a long cry in the toilet and really cry until my eye & nose are dam red lyk clown ... i had many things to trouble and really had a very hhard time todae ... THANKS TO AMANDA & EILEEN for conselling me ... and had a chat wif me ..... went tpc wif eileen and she brought alot of things ... haahahahaa .... really we walk frm 5+ till 8+ then we go mac buy ice-cream ... at first went kiddy palace hahaa~ then went watson ,brought bubble tea (KOL), then went funfair , then go bata buy shoes wif eileen ... next went to buy sunblock ... then funny thing happen ... next we walk back to funfair and mnore DOTZ ...chatted alot wif her . saw demi & adrain
maybe tml go WWW woohooo ... but still unsure T.T

2009-02-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

common test weeks!!!!!
this week alrdy had : el,chi,dnt
wa chi dam hard sia first time i found it hard sian .. sure got not gud grade der
el okokay lah hhaha!
dnt oso okokay hhaha !!!!!!!!!!!!!
so boring this fews days ... sian ytd sleep very early sia !!!!!!hahhaa!
todae tution in the morning then go out for dinner and back to home LOLL

2009-02-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

todae went to escape theme park wif ZHE HAO ,JARED,TENGJING,CHUANWAI , CHENGYONG , SAMMUEL , WEISIANG ,DUNG .... it was really fun ya ... we meet at 12 at cityhall .. and reach downtown east at around 1+ & we start to play ... ZHE HAO & TENGJING crazy der leh pay $17.70 go in and sit down only but they went haunted house... at first the idiot chengyong and dung keep on focing me go in and end up me crying as it was really scary & i dn dare to go in ...muz thanks ZHE HAO for telling them not to force me in !!!!! and thanks JARED for coming to see if i am okay and accompany at outside,he was telling me he also scare and so on things really cute sia he !!!! so they went in themself first time and when they come out already all was lyk sayng inside all fake der and all funny things and then they asking why can cry and so on things ...so paisei sia !!!!!! =.=lllllllllllllllllll & next we go on playing wet&wild wa me & chengyong , chuanwai & jared we play and we are lyk completing who shout the loudest hahhah! eventually me & chengyong win hahahha! then later we went to sit the superman ,.. jared and chuanwai dam funny der lah hahhaa ! so fun hehhee next we went to haunted house again .,.. this time i really went inside i was dam scare lah was dam horrible !!! inside so dam dark and many things so scary thanks to JARED & CHUANWAI for lending me their hands !!!!!!!!and sorry to chuanwai heard that he bang into walls & dead corpse hahha! hehehhehe lucky their hand nv break !!!!!!! later WEI SIANG come walao he dam wasted lah he juz went and sit two ride only and end up going out =.=lllllllllllllllllllllllllll next we went acarde TENGJING & SAMMUEL very funny der they two challenge each other it was very funny lah hhahha~ and ZHE HAO dam funny der hahhah!!!!!!!!! play old ppl game hhehhhehee! next we play the matching game ... all of us was lyk so concentrate & really it was dam funny during that hahha! later TENGJING & ZHE HAO LOST !!!!! haha they went to play pool .,.. wa seh ZHE HAO skill not bad leh win TENGJING !!!!!!!! and they were cool sia hahha lol...old ppl is old ppl gud at everything hahhaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jk !!!!!!!!! todae was lyk alot of many things really enjoy it hahhahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-19T21:15:00.003+08:00

this few daes really dn feel gud at anything ... haixxxx...i am so slack & sian lah ... i am really missing of the way to go ... i dnno wat should i do ... and i really felt the stress ...actually who can understnad me ? haixxx...guess not many ba ?
the one who understands me already is gone,nothing gonna stays forever ,i m really feeling not gud this daes ... siannnnnnnnnnnnn.......butt thanks to the "ear" for listening ... everyone will encounter many this kind of things but still i juz cant take it ..... too hard!!!!!!!!!! regreted ............................................
say truly i really miss all the daes when thr's so much happiness....
todae was not bad lah...maths remedial was fun & gud , thanks to liqiu & jared & zhehao for teaching me qns that i dnno ....... hahah~ chatted wif lynnette,zhehao,rixin,zhuqing they all bout last time things and alot really fun ..... this class is gud ... people are all so friendly and nice ... LOL then at 20feb done something that accidentally make mr.gary angry !!!!! wish to apologize to him here ...SORRY GARY !!!!!

2009-02-15T00:48:00.002+08:00

ytd went to tpc with xuan&nah2,went walk walk , and chit chat , hahha , went white coffee and try out the food iszit the same as genting highland hahaha~ nice !!!!!!!
todae was v.dae !!! walking on streets can see that everyone is holding hands and etc ...and most of the gals [who hv found their love]is holing n flowers & presents & bears ... thats juz so nice hahhaa!commented when sees a nice ones ... think comment evryone hahha!~ytd forget that i a few daes ago alrdy have a app.,wif nini , so was lyk forget all about it and din tell xuan , as she wana ask me out todae ... it was bad yah when she cor me and i was at vivo wif nini & gary ... sry to xuan ...and thanks to nini & gary for the fun we had ... its gud hahah!i treat ttodae as a friendship dae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha thanks friends !!!
really laugh out loud todae !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-02-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

Lately was damm tired ...sec5 life was not very managatable for me sometimes ...and was lyk having some prbs in dnt so was lyk quite not gud in mood and so on ...was very stress up due to that ... really miss the days in other level ...but still need to look forward ... really working very hard to get into the course i wanted to get into ... i wan to get into "itegrATEd event & project mangament " at sp ... but i think it's so cant lah cuz it needs 13 cop to get into it ... muz work hard alot times hahhaha~

2009-01-19T21:08:00.003+08:00

todae was quite a F**king dae lah for the first half of the school !!! morning same things again ... toilet nothing much ... then later dnt ...say till dnt it keeps reminding of that thing...but forget it !!! and end up it's diffirent now... setting of Qns for friends to do lol ... quite boring but still learn/remember somethings... mr chong unwell ,-.-lll hope him recover soon !!! we are depending on him yah he cant fall sick!!!! after DNT is chemistry , went to lab i am very stupid lah copy eileen put my watch on my bear's body tighten it as a belt to it ... after chem lesson when i was walking to canteen i then realise my beloved watch was lost ... dam ass hole der ...i went all the way back and cant fid it i went back two times but end up cant find and i am very pissed!!!! *THANKS ESPECIALLY TO XUAN,EILEEN , MR Q , MR MUTO !!! they really care and mr Q still ask me if i had found it ... thanks eileen for going wif me to get my watch back ... the watch is back and the reson i dn wanna say about it ...chinese leson !! really thanks to ri xin & zhe hao at there making me laugh and ri xin even give me a sweet so kind of him !!!! ... every chinese lesson is filled wif fun !!!! LOL .. then was dam busy at physiics & ss !!!! LOL .... afternoon remedial thanks to KARYEN help me in my physics graph drawing !!!!! and it was fun there playing & talking to gary & lynnette ...karyen was very funny & cute hahha!!!!! the class is really fun !!!! hahhahhahah~

2009-01-15T19:18:00.003+08:00

on mondae it was a dae when every1 is worried as it was the release of O-level results dae !!!!
i am shocked when my 5Ns friends did badly !!! and i am starting to be worried ! and i really feel stress yah!!! i am very scare ...i scare i cant make it !!!!! haixxxxx.......
mr surian CONGRATES TO U !
gud luck to all my frens !!!!!!!!!!!!

i dnno u alrdy
i thought u would be my best fren 4ever
hahah~mayb i am being too tian zhen! ...
....or am i putting too much hope on u ?
i wish to have back last time der u .....

2009-01-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

wa,hahha last saturdae went to ngee ann,nan yang ,singapore,rebulic poly haha in one dae frm 13+ onwards hehehe went wif my primary skul mates daniel & wei xin i think ? lol ... it was really fun ... hahah i guess i went there for goodies only lor !!! hhahaha and really it was fun thanks to joker daniel hahah~among all this poly i lyk republic & nanyang only ... hhha~dnno why ~ daniel lyk sp hahha~was really a great daee!!!!!! ytd wen to see O-level result release ... i was shock that 5Ns din do quite well !!!! and i am quite worry and stress now ... dnno if i make the right decision ... haixxxxxx ... anyone CAN TELL ME ? sian .... really scared sia !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! homework everydae got hahha! not bad ! all teachers are gud this year i am very grate !!!! hopefully i can achieve my targets !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i really wanted to do well !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will workhard and do my best der !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-31T01:48:00.005+08:00

ESCAPE THEME PARK !!!

c ool drinks huh!!! hahhaha~

nice food this is taken on 12dec08 thanks gary 4 e meal !!

@Downtown east !!! ESCAPE & TWILIGHT PREVIEW

2008-12-31T01:36:00.002+08:00

wa,so fast christmas is over and todae will be the late dae of 2008 !!!! hahhaha now still thinking whether going to zoo not ... haix ... last min again ... really dn lyk it hahah~ how ?hahhah~ intended to go zoo ,after zoo go sentosa and watch song of the sea and at last go to COUNT DOWN hahhaha~but still dnno leh haixxxx .... hope nxt yr 2009 will be a gud year and hope me & my frens & familys can be happy,cheerful always and stay healthy and most importantly all O students muz do well hahha i mean us lah hahhahah~2009 ~!!!!!! new year ~!!!!!! HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-25T02:12:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!
WISH THAT EVERY1 CAN BE HAPPY OWAYS AND CHEERFUL OWAYS !!!!!!!

24 dec went to ku's hse and party ard not long ago reach home as we send panda & kai home ....
so long nv c panda liao still he haven change but hair longer and he is much busier now ...hhaha
kai & panda both very cute lah hahha~and really lyk kai give me the present as it is in purple colour...so nice hahha~and ku's present too ..v.nice ... love it!!!!! and really lyk it when panda cor me sis so dam cute lah haha~really lyk it!!!!!!!!! and really was very X100 angry [at first] as was lyk me,xinni,eileen,gary planning to go out then suddenly end up nv go !!!!! very hate to kind of feeling eh ,but now is okay liao hahha~doesnt matters as ppl always lyks to last min tell me they dn wanna go out and all ...xi guan jiu hao!!!!!! i angry oso cant change anything so i would rather spend more time laughing at my panda & kai !!!!!!! both cutie !!!!!!
AND FOUND ECLIPSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AT HOUGANG REALLY THANKS TO GARY IF IT"S Nnot that nd find a present for him i wont go popuar so thanks very much yah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-24T01:46:00.002+08:00

Thank you !!!!
i hv recieve a best christmas gift frm u !! haha~
tht is yr encouragement !!!
thanks for the quite a long chat that will be enough for me =D
you will sure not be lonely der!!!
and believe in yrself in evrthy yah~!!!!!
i will miss u der .. althought i am missing u now alrdy!!!!
and haven even hv tym to say
"merry christmas " to u !!!
may evrthy gud will goes to you !!!!
found yr true love too!!! <33333333333333333333333
and happy new year too!!!!!!!! <333333333>
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* MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE THAT READS MY BLOG !!!!!!! <33333333333333
Gud luckk & best wishes!!!!

2008-12-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

todae change a new skin yah !!!!!!! once again have to takes to eileen for helping as todae was a busy dae for me ... go temple ,go everywhr yah .... lol ... i am really excited as skul is reopening soon and i alrdy brought my shoes , my bag , my pencil box .. but still my books is on hold !!!!!! the booklist is not given tooo us yet quite sad !!!!! stil muz wait after interview =.=llll todae is a hot weather yah .. VERY SAD TINGS IS ECLIPSE IS STILL UNFOUND !!!!!!!!!!! OUT OF STOCK TO ALL PLACES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even not hot spot area oso !!!!!!! so dam piisssed!!!!!!!!!!! waiting for the last boook i suppose i nd to read tat first yah if not breaking dawn dnno how to start =.=lll T.T ...........i am gonna cor again tmml !!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-20T01:05:00.002+08:00

LOVES EDWARD CULLEN !!!!!!!!!!!!
- you are my life now !!! <3>
watch twilight twice alrdy!!!!!! GONNA Get this dvd too!!!!! watch it all over again X100 times hahhaha~~~<3>

2008-12-20T00:08:00.004+08:00

YO! HAHAHA PROMOTED !!! all subject pass ! it's the first time that all my subject pass yah !!! hahhaha so dam happy and i score quite well !!! i think only lah hahhaha~ LOVE EVERYONE THat GIVES ME ECOURAGEMENT BEFORE GETTING THE RESULT !!!!!!!!!!!!! ESP.EILEEN NG SHI LING HEHEHHES ... THANKS FOR EVERYONE GOING UP TO SEC5 TGT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-08T21:14:00.003+08:00

lately i am really feeling very terrible yah! all things are not going rite ? visit grandad todae in temple really feels abit sadden by looking at his name and remind of his look ... hahah~! RESULTS is coming out nxt week thursdae i am really quite stress bout it althought wat many ppl say is rite ,it's already been done and it's alrdy the final liao cant change anything anyway now ...haixxx i have no confidence really ! i am scare ,i wish to hide sia ,,,,,,haixxxxxxxxxxx 10 daes more .......

2008-11-30T13:42:00.003+08:00

it's had been very long since i had update my blog ...actually not much things happen as i am a really boring ppl ...really love a place cor escape but haixxx being "fang ge zi" by me primary skul frien ... but went wif my se. frens ...went watch escape to afica e show ... very nice i love it i even took a photo wif it ... hhahah~ beijing was very nice and china ppl some are not what we think .... lol .. actually really very sadding i felt that " u " are always making use of me...when u need me ,u will come find me ,but when u dn nd me u will lyk dn care about me ... from start we are so good but why now become lyk this ? u have change ,dn tell me u have not ....haixxx...i will forget u der !!!!!!!! SURELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dn make me hate u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-07T00:38:00.003+08:00

tml 7 nov i going to beijing , it's lyk got a kind of strange feeling ....haizz ... i will sure miss home lah !!!!! LOL ...but i muz oso be independent ma rite ? hahhaha~ i will defi.miss all my friends esp my BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!! will come back nxt wk !!!!!!! so cyarh everyone !!!!!!!!! will update pictures =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2008-10-21T20:10:00.004+08:00

todae was a dam idiot dae lah ... haixxx... reAlly i have to do that not ? went video editing and was given a role as a "anuntie " it was said so nice the canteen manger then end up need to wear auntie cloths ... lyk this nvm stuill i have to being laugh at ... actually it's not my role lor ... it's emily's role then end up she dn wish to act as a auntie...it's not that i wan to blame her but istis true that she told the role first ... then kana sabo by amanda ....
and kp coring me as a auntie .....ppl will sure laugh i took this role as to help lah ... a wat ken mention muz cooperate i knw tml sure will be laugh at , but it's settle le ... haixxx ... very vex .. i dnno wat to wear sia ...i very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very VEX & SIAN~
was very pissed now ... idoit dnno wat to wear cant i juz wear uni ? RAHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~

2008-10-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

many things in life is unexpected ...
say truly i am really disappointed ...
althought ...
LOL ... saying bout you i think is a waste of time ... now it's not important anymore ...
wish to go genting highland , but too bad daddy is very busy so our trip has to be p.pone to nxt yr quite sad lah but still it's okay !!! work is more important anyway ...we still have many chance to go ..LOL ... i think i am watching HSM3 wif NAt ...mayb bro & pei will join in too .LOL i muz cor them to join ...hehe so tat i wnt have to pay for the tickets & can force bro to reat me eat nice food ... hhehehe! i think he hadnt treat me to the gud resturant since he has come out and work !!! most often i only had MAC as gud food ? but is got foot him bk $$$ der ... LOL ...muz ask him to treat !!!!!!!heheehehee!~

2008-10-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

18 oct 08 : todae wake up early in the morning ... 8 O'clock and headed to the nearest poly clinic of my hse ... as i go do a blood grouping test ... it's for the trip to beijing ... LOL ... me & mummy reach thr at ard 8.45 am and we tok a no. it's 4018 was lyk shocked lah as the no.on the board was ard 2100+++ then aftr a long time we went pharmacy and brought some sturfs and go bk to the place whr we need to wait ... we were stunned and was lyk did the nurse give the right no. ? when i was juz about to go ask the nurse again .. the no . was showed. ... i thought i could juz take e test but then end up wait again .... SIAN ... and aftr about 20-30min i saw the 4e3 boy LOL ... was stunned .... sian..it's very painful yah ... LOL .... at nite whn marina square and saw lufee hhahha~ stunned again ... and say HI LOL ... wat a dae iszit hehehhee~~~~~~~

2008-10-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

todae was a very unpleasent dae for me ...i thought tat todae n-level exam finish i could have a nice time playing wif them ...but i was wrong lah ... i really very sad and was very disappointed ...wats friends really for ? friends can really stay forever ? actually sometimes really i agree wif kianyong that friendship wnt last long ...as time passes anything/everything will change ...i always thought that they are my best friends and never do we will have the dae when we quarral ... actually todae can say is a quite gud dae at the beginning of the start of the fun , but it end up so sadly ... even if they dn have me they can still be happy der ... maybe i shld not go out todae ? this scene reminds me of my childhood and it was not a gud memory oso ... say truly i am really afraid of being lonely but wat to do loneliness always come and find me ... now i really lost confidence in friendship ...how can i maintain a gud friendship ? or iszit that ppl are changing ? i cant feel the same feeling that we were tgt last time ... iszit that it is all my fault again ? this is the first time i end up not toking to your and i really felt sad ...but it seems no diff. to your ...no one knws wat i kind of feeling i am having ...no one cared !!!!!! ~ HAIZzzzzzzzzz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ all sad memory and disappointment and loneliness all came back to me .......but yr knw nothing !!!!! it's okay my fault again !!!!!!!!!

2008-10-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

this few daes i had been thinking alot yah...so sian~ i need to had some fresh air and let everything out of my head...i then also knw tat something which is not yrs u cant force it to be yrs as even if u got it u wont be happy ..sometimes care more and look ard thr r much more gud & nice things waiting for us ... i start to feel quite sad as after oct 9 i might not be able to see those gud friend of mine for maybe months or yrs ...some might not even contact after that ...but i believe in fate hahha~it's fate to let us knw the friends ard us so all of us should cherish it ..no matter wat i still will miss all my beloved friends esp.XUANY , EILEEN ,MELODY , and so on lah haha~ i hope that every friend of mine , whether is those whom we are not very close or always not very gud [make one another unhappy ] all is already over and really thanks being my friend anyway hahhaa~ LET'S ALL PROMOTE TO SEC5 NEXXT YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JIAYOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
****************LAST PAPER: OCT 9 DESIGN & TECHNOLOGY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JIAYOU
WORKHARD TGT !!!!!!!!!!!! DN GIVE UP YAH HAHAHA~

2008-10-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

todae 5oct i realli felt that i am really very stupid!!! i am dam angry wif myself !!!! what is this all about !!!!!!!! if dn intend to reply dn bother to start the conversation at first !!!!!!!! lykt hat fool ppl iszit very fun ? i REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KEEP TESTING MY LIMIT !!!!!!!!!!!! STOP THAT LAH !!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY HATE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONLY ___________ TE BEST RITE I KNOW RITE FRM START OF EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

歌词：歌曲:笨的可以
歌手:郭采洁
郭采洁 - 笨的可以
www.51lrc.com ▓ 李泽昊歌词吾爱
带你心飞听你开心说着
你的事情我有一种莫名
心跳反应夜深人静时候
突然想到你没有原因
没有逻辑谁能说明
总以为我们是地球的南北两极
直到分开旅行
我才明白有好多的话想说给你听
是我笨得可以
我们早就相遇我说服我自己
这一切只是友情是你让我相信
两颗心没有距离
我才发现原来我爱着你
总是爱捉弄我寻我开心
从来没有想过会喜欢你
也许爱情就是没什么道理
缘分来临措手不及谁看得清
总以为我们是地球的南北两极
直到分开旅行我才明白
有好多的话想说给你听
是我笨的可以我们早就相遇
我说服我自己这一切只是友情
是你让我相信两颗心没有距离
我才发现原来我爱着你
是我笨的可以没看穿你的心
还以为这只是爱情无聊的恶作剧
是我笨的可以我终于面对自己
勇敢证明我是真的爱你我是真的爱你

2008-10-03T21:16:00.001+08:00

_BU WAN MEI ______LEE JU ZHE

你常常说我很完美
没人能取代我给的一切
我就以为我努力更完美
我们就会永远
完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是不完美 - 不,完美
後来你说我太完美
值得更好的陪在我身边
你不是我你怎么能体会
你有多么珍贵
完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是不完美
完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美成了罪
完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是不完美

2008-10-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

todae was quite gud as paper todae is still not very very difficult !!!! hahahha~ and nw only left DNT last paper and i can be free liao !!!! wish to go learn K.language !!! hhahahha~ i waatch many movies lately hahhaa~ lyk painted skin , mamamiya , boys over flower , ~ so on hahhahhahaa~~~~ so slack !!!! now planning wan g escape but still not confirm sian !!!! i think i have been doing good things lately bah ? hahhahha~ i help a friend of mine ... and really felt gud !!! saw him todae ...so many daes didnt see him ...todae see him lyk very funny sia ~ nv see his gf .... lol .... actually when i know tat his gf is ta kind of gal i really felt sad fo him ... but no choice is he choose der ...nw really wish him happinesss!!!! and happy alwayz ....really lyk the song from JAY !!!! hahhahha~ i had already pre-order his album hahahhaa~ really gud ~!!!!! hehheheee~ and really lyk e song from lee jiu zhe dam nice !!!!! cor "bu wan mei " .... hahhahaa~

2008-10-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

歌手：周杰伦专辑：摩杰座
歌词：歌曲:稻香(DEMO) 歌手:周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这麼容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色笑一个吧

功成名就不是目的让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了哦哦

午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆哦哦

阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好☆。

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随著稻香河流继续奔跑

2008-09-13T22:59:00.012+08:00

ytdae ,was quite a dae ,really dont lyk ytd lah [morning/afternoon],why friends must be lyk this ? i reali hate it when friends dn lyk each other or watever things , i juz want to be wif all my good/best friends . one of my so called "best friend " now got gf liao ,lyk no nd friend anymore , there are lts of idiots lah ... some juz lyk to make use of ppl .they really dn care for my feeling one lah ... FORGET IT ... no one will care anyway ...at nite went loyang temple ..go thr and meet gugu and family and jiankai ,so dam many ppl lah sian , go Q up for the hand-made balloon , so dam long,then jiakai so dam funny lah ,he's so dam cute der !!! lyk a small boy lyk tat really lyk him alot sia[as a elder sis & little bro]although he always laugh at me say me short !!! must realli ask him to take good care of himself as he had injure lah when doing wat thing , he lyk always injure yah ... lol

todae ,went guang ming shan to "bai" ah gong... and had a conflict lah ... say we are the last and kp blaming on my mother and daddy was dam angry he scolded and swear lah ... lol ... quite alot of auntie shock lah lol ..then went to Plaza sing and i brought a suun glass for my teddy .. lol $7.90 leh so heart pain....then go home watch tv and went to e central alot of lantern festival thing lah ... lights so pretty , we al stand at e jumping burnny there and see ppl fly up and come down wif excitment and was dam fun ... then wen a shopping mall ... really lyk tht dress dam cool der ... but dn dare go try as scare cant wear and might not have my size ... sad sia ...then went home .................................. ^_________^

2008-08-28T08:51:00.002+08:00

result are all out and it comes out to be quite good to me ~~as i have improve Alot !!! althought i cant gt the good improvement award in the class for chemistry bt i know that i had improve and that's good !!! hardwork no need to let ppl know der ... i know myself cn already hahhahahahaa~ and must congrates to amanda for improving !!!!! hahhaha~~real N-level is coming i scare sia !!! haizzzzzzzzzzzzz..... but i will try my very best !!!! hahhahaha~ dnno why my computer breaks down suddenly now using bro's computer ...and watching hairspray !!!! and i think downstair got ppl propose to girlfriend !!! hahha so damn cool sia hahhahhaa!~~~~~~~~ hairspray nice eh hahhahahaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nv go skul todae !!!!

2008-08-18T19:36:00.004+08:00

this few daes are having prelims , sian sia ...i flung my physics & maths ...sob2 ...hope can get gud result .... hahhahah~ this few daes thanks to jane for guiding me with my work ..alomost every subject !!!! hehehhee!!!! this few daes in hall exam , was quite fun hahaha ~ the zhe hao sitting beside me ... he dam funny de lah lol ... hehehehe~kp talking to many ppl ... really felt so dam fun ... i lyk this daes than the normal skul daes as i no nd to see "someone " & " someone " !!! hahhahaa ~ did something very bad haizzzzzz .... bt wat should i do >? can anyone teach ? LOL watch olympics this few daes and it was really great as the runners all break world record !!!! lol !!!! hahhahhaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LAST PAPER ON WEDNESDAE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JIAYOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 命中注定我爱你 dam nice der lah ,,,!!!! the second last episode !!! so touching .... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *living in their own world

* my bear !!! bottle

2008-08-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

thanks to all people tat give me present on my birthdae and those who give me wishes !!! althought this year got alot of ppl forgot but i enjoy myself ...haixx ...the thing that irritated me alot is tat juz 1 card ........also dn wanna draw/make for me ... i not asking for present leh ask for 1 card only oso cant...-.-lll sianzzz....FORGET IT LAH ~~ i reali angry de bt since .....apologise then forget it lah ... cant change anything lah ... ytd do dnt until 6+,end up 7 pm then reach home ...rainning heavily ...the worst thing is tat i forgot to bring umbrella ..so me , emily , amanda went running in the rain ... and i fall sick todae Flu & cough .... -.-llll todae went skull at about 1+ as to take e borad for the presentation of the folio ... talk to cher about the folio and off we go eileen's hse and put all our things ... and me , eily ,amanda went central we walk all e way thr ...and emily went tution me and amanda went eat MAc ... amanda treat cuz she owe me der lol ... many funny things happen thr hahahahha~ after that we went buy things tat we nd to do dnt and go back eileen's hse and do folio hahhahha~ many funny things happen thr too left at ard 6.50+ lol ...gud dae !

2008-08-05T19:08:00.002+08:00

todae i am dam sad der ...i am sad tat one of my classmate hates me alot i think ... i am not angry but i am sad ...why he always pick on me , bt not others? haizzzz...maybe i juz really make him wan to hate me bah ? haizzzz .... all r friend ..i really treat all my classmates as friend ... really hope that we can have peace and wont quaral anymoree !!!! really wish to !! And i wuld lyk to thanks a person !! thanks for treating me for lunch !!! i really hope that our class cn be a happy class tgt !!!!!! ~~~~~~ BE HAPPY !!!!!!! EVERYONE !!!!! =]]]]]]]]]]]] exams coming !! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE !!!!

2008-08-04T22:39:00.002+08:00

todae found out something tat i dn really have to know lah ,juz kpo only ...i am sad for him , and i am being very bad as not to tell him wat i knw ... i din realli knw how to tell him when she din tel him bt i guess she had told him ... she's now so happy ...i m wrong bout her am i
? haiyah none of my business ... foolish him!!!! stupid !!! WOOHOO !! BIRTHDAE COMIN ~~ todae i told eileen tat gift now to me is nothing ler ..i am use to ppl forgeting my birthdae ... the ppl whom i gave present i wont nd to go chase present bk ... as it is i gave the present myself willing der so i dn have the rite to go take ayhtig bk a,hahahhaha now it's up to them want to give me not ... bt say real if ppl giv me a card tat they make themself i realli love it ... cuz i wan to keep it as a memoriess.... hahahha ~i think that we cant cling onto something that doesnt belongs to us , we might as well let it go and had something new ... we cant take things for granted !! 不要把别人对你的好，当做理所当然!!!! if can be friends it's all fate as everything is fated!!!! cherish one another !!!!

2008-07-14T20:48:00.002+08:00

todae,my class happen smthing can sa is funny , childish, crazy things lah ... classmates qaurral wif classmate ...our teacher was lyk very funny & cute lah lol ... hahhahaa~ did smthing that i think is rite .... hhahhaha~ have to say sorry to someone too ... lol ... lynnette was so dam funny der fall aslp during social studies lesson ,then melody oso ... -.-lll todae i think i very "guaii" eh .. cuz almost everytime ss lesson i would fall aslp der bt todae nv i kp copying notes down hahhaha!!!!!!! i muz do well in humans & i try my best in sciences !!!! i wan A for my DNT !!!!! i wan to do well in my exams !!! i wan to do much more better /far more better than ppl ... i wan to have good lucks alwayz !!!! and i will not be childish lah !!! lol

2008-07-12T15:10:00.003+08:00

On 3july08, grandpa left every1 of us to somewhere that doesn't had any pains ,troubles , sadness bt only happiness ... he had gone to someone whr to travel it's juz that he wont return anymore ...it's juz lyk a dream , cant believe tat he had left us alrdy ...juz a few daes bk he was juz playing wif me and now he had left ...it's a pity tat when he left i juz finish my oral exam ...i din had a chance to talk to him anymore ,althought he had left us bt still he will remains in our hearts forever...all gud & happy memories he left me i will always rememeber...and really thanks to him for wat he did for us/me ... he will protect us even when he was traveling...now the thing we can do is that we as grandchildren muZ study hard & takecare of grandma & our own family .... todae suddenly find grandpa's photo , and that's really very sweet that he's so cute ... smiling and smiling ... ytd heard that grandma eat dinner until at ther cry cuz she's eating alone and she think of grandpa ...she's the most sad among all of us ... grandpa had accompany her for ard 60+yrs and now grandpa had left she's so lonely ...he loved grandpa alot ... when in hospic she hold his hand ,althought she also cant bear to let him go she still cor him to rest in peace and so on ... cuz maybe let him go is better than he at here suffer ... haizzzz ... And really i wan to thanks all those ppl [xuan,panda,eileen,su,etc]who takecare & encourage & will b my listeners and so on .... really thanks !!!! now i am back to normal hahhahaa~life has to go on ... and i believe grandpa will protect me frm heaven and he will always be living in our hearts ...^~^

2008-07-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

lately many thing happens ...it's all so sudden ... my grandpa was in hospital again ...this time was very serious ler ... really very sad ... cry alot todae i am really sad as i saw grandpa so weak ... see already is heart pain n scared lah ... actually i love my grandpa alot ... it's juz that i dn say out ... he really love us all der ... really dn wish him to suffer anymore ... he's very cute always play wif me ... frm small till now ... he always care for us ... he can recongnise us all der ... T.T really felt dam sad ... sad till lyk wat lah !!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2008-06-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

todae when to skul ..after two daes of Mc at home i am quite okay alrdy ! in the two daes so dam tired !!!! kp sleeping !!!!! hahahhahaha!!!!! eat the medi ! so dam mani ? 1 bottle syrup +4 medi!!! -.-lll sweated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
! do pE ...the cher is lyk wa ! do 20 sit ups , 20 star jump , 20 ..., 20 push up , 3 round field then play fibis ? dnno hw to spell lah ! wa , sweat lyk water tap lah me ! whole face red ! feel lyk vomitting after running lol ... i wan to Pe cuz i wan myself to be awake ! hahhaa bt still cant !!! really love xuany dam much !!! and reali thanks to her for treaing me so dam well todae and always !!!!! thanks eu !!!! wa , recess din realise chainarong lyk sitting nxt to the table beside ours der and he is juz opp of me ! so near if is last time more gud lah !!! haahhahaha~ cuz last tym really lyk him alot ... lol ... now nothing ler !!! hahhahhaa~ after recess is the adam khoo camp talk really motivated us !!! we muz all jiayou for our N-level yah!!!! and lastly todae really feel really bad for ........ and really sorry !!!! i felt bad for treating her this way , it's really bad , why things will become lyk this way der ... ask da she nv say anything then haizz..everyone juz lyk this ? 4ever meh ? haizzzzzzz.. muz reali solve this!!!!!!!!! so dam tired ler ! sleeping time

2008-06-23T18:12:00.001+08:00

todae skul reopen ler ...hahha appear to skul wif my lastest hairstyle hahhaa ... lol ...kind of weird lah ahhahhahaha~ nothing gud about it ! lol ....

2008-06-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

16june taking my handphone tml !!!! bt m i going tml ? lol ... !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAE QI ! haizz...sometimes i wonder wat u really treat me as ... as frien ? as someone who cn make use ? or anything esle ... i knw i m juz somebody u cn juz forget easily !!!! u will not always remember me bt soneone esle ... i so dam disappointed lah !!!!! if really you not willing to help me do anything juz tel me i wont blame or wathever ... but really hate ppl lie to me !!!! really hate it !!! i hate empty promises !!! hate them !!!!! haizzzzzzzzzzzz..........

2008-06-15T17:07:00.002+08:00

YO~ i m back frm malaysia trip!! hahhaa this five daes is really great!!! go wif mummy ,daddy ,korkor , kianyong , kuku , ku chang , celine & sherman !!!! went genting during 10 june first ! when we were halfway to genting it started to rain ...sob2 ! then when we reach rian even more heavily !!! it's really cold & beautiful & nice there ! really love ther v.much !!!! but things there in genting is lyk dam expensive ! din buy anythuing thr lah !!! heartpain eh!!! we 1st dae shops ard n taking photo!second dae we went theme park lah BUT is indoor der ... so dam "ke xi " lah! cant go outdoor der ... actually wan go wif kainyong de bt end up din go ! SOB2!!! bt too bad it's rainning out when it's afternoon so we went to watch movie instead !! mummy,me,kian yong , kuku , celine & sherman went as bro , dad ku zhang went to jackpot ! we watch kungfu panda ! so dam funny der ... in the cinema kianyong sit beside me mah i kp disturbing him ...lol ... he so dam cute der !!! looks lyk panda hahhahaa !!!!! so after watching tat kungfu panda i kp coring him panda lol ... bt smthing after movie happens lah ...bad things bt kianyong settle it lah hahhaa!~... 3rd&4th dae we went to KL we live in timesquare inside gt theme park too bt din really have time so din go ...as all we do is lyk shopping there's so much shopping centre lah !!! so 2 daes not enough going to go again hgahaha!!! on the bus bk to sg ! kp toking to kianyong and disturb him hahahahaha!!!! he' my kungfu panda didi!!! hahhahaha!!!! pabnda didi !!!!! baby panda is celine !!!! lol sherman is barney !!!hahahhaa!!!! we all are one big family !!! really love this trip !!! brought quite alot of things !!!! hahahhaah!!!! for myself and my friends !!!!! MY PHONE SPOIL IN KL !!!! SO DAM IODIOT DER !!!ALL MY CONTACT LOST !!!! XIA SWUAY!!! sob2

2008-06-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

ytd ...hmm did sthing cn say is meaningful , helpful , kind , funny , foolish ... i go help one of my gud frenz to buy thumbdrive , cuz at e same time i am helping my skul lah , i go wif huan & dap ... we go ol e way to queensway ,we were so dam blur lah ,we arrival at queensway and we r lyk "-.-lll iszit correct ? " it's as if lyk we r lost ..? and e main thing is dat my "fang xiang gan " not gud at ol ... i woud easily get lost der ... and we ol r lyk wat lah stun at dere ,sian end up i am e one tat went n ask the direaction frm e uncle ...and worse he told us e bus no195 , n we realise tat dere r free shuttle bus to e shopping mall ...so dam stupid lah ... haizzz... we arrive dere alot of students giving flyers,when we finding our skul store we went walking e "street " [cuz alot of ppl seeling things ] as we walk pass ppl r tryiing dam hard t promote lah ..and really some suddenly approach me i was lyk "xia dao " !!!! scary lah ... !! finally saw our skul der .. bt we went in poh kim first ,then up to the booth ... xuany's kor was lyk so funny lah as he promote ashe's lyk so dam soft so "niang" hahhaha bt funny & cute lah lol and i heard sthing lah which i m not v.happy der ..after buying we went to the pet shop & look at hamster & so on ... eat , and then take neo-print ... and home sweet home ^~^ heard tat our skul gt sliver ! woohoo~ dat's cool man !!! hahhaha~

2008-06-07T18:09:00.002+08:00

wo~hahhaa din really blog this daes ... as my holidaes r dam boring der ... boring life yah ? hhahaha~really now had alrdy stop all doing foolish things ler hahhaa...and let nature take pl ... not thinking too much liao ..hahhaa woohooo~ felt so great ! see through alot of things and realli so gud ! no worries !this holidaes is lyk ol dae slp n watch tv ? ol go out once wif jane to study ! realli muz study liao ...scare no time yah ? esp,social studies & sciences & maths ! heheee* realli hope someone can help me lah ... so dam xin ku lyk struggling lor ! hahhaa~ but sometimes stil nd to depend on myself lah ...! hoohoo~ going to genting soon ...althought not very far but stil excited lah hahaha~ so sianX !~ ol frien finding job sia ! lol ... rainning daes lately , heheheee* always think of someone during rainy daes ! dnno he remembers the joke tat i told him not hahhaa~! lyk lame !thinking to watch kongfu panda T.T bt no one free n some they dnwan T.T sob2 ....rather skul reopen lah hohoho~ skul reopening in 2-3 week time [23 jun] then wanna exam liao ! jiayou ! 加油！ganbate ! <3>

2008-05-27T01:18:00.002+08:00

todae [26may]went to skul at ard evening time ... as got meet the parent session ... my parent went and we meet eileen then we go in the hall ... as i was about to go in i saw chainarong & fren ...hahha then shocked ,went locker take my tings ,then later saw the "who "? lol... so funny quite stunning ... then later go to the classroom of the cher wif eileen & sis ... they were chatting while i explore the classroom... went we going out of thr ...the "dao" gal came in mah and stared at me ...i was lyk abt to smile to her lah ... lyk looking down on ppl & lyk ppl wan to snatch her boy lyk that SIAO one lah ... think she express so ?-.-lll cnnt lyk that mah ... all are lyk so cor fren lah shereally nd to lyk that mah ? muz make until lyk wat ? staring at each other whenever we met ? ... then get result and all problems say out and get nagged ! END ...T.T DISAPPOINTED !!!!!! bout my result ... haizzzzzzzzz

2008-05-25T01:07:00.003+08:00

ytd [23 may ] was a very stunning day lah ... go to mani ccAs to try out how they works ... me , eileen ,amanda ,emily went to BAND at first go in was lyk no ppl der ... oly afew nia ... but that was okay lah , then we intend to go try out the instruments ... who knows emily & eileen cant touch anyone of the instrument as they r " eat vege der ppl " so left me & amanda ... first we try flute which was my dream instrument during se1 ... it's really lyk wat lah as i long time nv blow anything ler anythin oso cnntblow till got sound then we went playing others and then got 1 i can blow untillyk gud lor ...hahhaa .... lol ... we two went playing ard the room as no one was entertaining us ...had fun lah ... lol ... then went to find eileen & emily they playing roller skating so dam cute lor ... hahhaha ... then recess ... go bk class to arrange table and chairs ..saw our result and i was lyk stun lah ... my class postition frm 4 drop to 7 eh .... haizzz... .so dam disappointed in myself ... i knw the reason lah ...my sci & maths pull me down der ... say truly... my chem is getting more & more worst lah ... really dnno wat to do ... went find cher she's not there nd to THANKS TO MY CHEM CHER FOR THIS KIND OF RESULT ! and so dam sian der ... my sci frm 40+ drop to 20+ talked to mdm tan ... as every1 left i talk to her as she ask me why my sci drop until lyk that ... tell her all my problems ... really feel lyk crying...it's really very sad der ... last time my chem not bad der ... now lyk shit lah ... haizzzz..... i wan bk the old chem cher lah .... haizzzzzzzz....after skul went TPC to buy book wif dap,da,emily ,& gary [as met him and he want to buy the bk too ] after that gary left and we all went walking ard then go home ....
Todae [24 may ]went out wif daddy & mummy ... saw daddy's frenz ..same asking question lyk : how old yr daughter and so on then say until i was doing my n-level this year the uncle was lyk wat lah ... say i nvstudy good or watever ...say until his children lyk so dam gud university and so on ... feel lyk slapping his idoit face so dam act lah... look down on ppl ... think normal academic ppl cnnt go uni isit ! i tell u we can der ...express ppl will oso retain and be lyk N[a] wat stupid !!! why always me kana der ...haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

2008-05-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

haiz...todae got back result juz lyk wat kianyong ytd said was badly done although as i expected ,but i am lucky i pass my english ... the marks was shocking !it's stunning lah hahhaha for me only ... but my chem , phy, ss failed ! my ss nearly passing as din write enough , then my chem kana mitus many mark lor ... sian sia really hated the cher lah ! sian!!!!!!!!!! then phy really i really cant see the cher i felt so sad n guilty lah ... i wanna work hard for my phy !!!! hahhahaha, action speak louder than words i know !!!! so i am going to prove myself jiayou !!! hahahahaa!!!!!!!~ really hope my geog pass !!!! jiayou !!! trying very hard to hep someone !!!! ... jiayou wor !!!! and really wish that " ........ , can pass all subject and stay happy always " <--- all my best friend !!!! and really thanks to the cher for helping me !!!!!!!! love everyone <3

2008-05-09T16:08:00.003+08:00

ytd was the last daE of exams ... i was supper HIGH lah hahhahahaaa ~ i am dam happy der ... next weeeek results is coming out ... scared ! but i know that i had alrdy done my best [for some subjects ] ytd chatted wit mr muto 3 hr + ....chat about Dnt and more things ... went to grandpa 's birhtdae ...lol ... so dam funny , played wif cousins ... all cousins were busying wiif exams and all surfs .... and i was playing my cube .. at first DJ tried to make all colour out but he din success ,..later ZJ went and really he's so dam good at it lah ... wa shocking ...and he went teaching me but still i juz dn understands ... forget it and went bk home and i nothing better to do i cleaN MY room till 3+ crazy ,,,lol ... todae slp until 2+ then went cutting hair ,and re-drawing some DnT things ,,,, ~ at nite chatted wif harris in msn ,he's back tgt wif "her " at last as he loves her dam much der , he ask me quickly go find someone that can make me happy/stead ..but it's not easy to find one , tat lyks u and u lyks der , so it's no choice der ... who dnwan to find someone to make u happy lol ... he and the gal is in LDR yet they can still maintain so impressive ,the gal once break wif him cuz of another boy but he din gave up on her and now they be back again lol funny ppl and had chat awhile then piggy chat wif me saying that she dn wanna go skul lol ... funny conversation lol ...

2008-04-24T21:26:00.003+08:00

hmm ... today was improving ... everything can be said smoothly done lah . ? lol ...expect for the cher & the "who" friends lah ! keep saying me & "him" and the most funniest things is that the rumose was spread that is i lyk him sia ... and pls lah since ppl alrdy said that he has a stead at CHIJ then wat for drag me into this ? it's dam paisei sia ... -.-lll .... IT"S VERY VERY WRONG LARH !!!!!!!!!!!!! sian ... done alots of things...mid-year coming ! i wan to work hard and study ler ...maybe alot of days wont update ler ! bye ! i will only come post on 8 may/maybe anytimelol.. ! BYE !!!!!!!!!! gladys ,huimin , angela ,alicia ? , xuany ! was dam cute & funny der lah ...!!!!!hahhahahha!love them !!!!!!hahhaa! bye !

2008-04-23T17:32:00.001+08:00

HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE SOLVE SMOOTHLY !~

2008-04-23T16:51:00.002+08:00

todae ... at first during starting of the day is quite good ... but suddenly everything becomes horrible ... i think i am going to be crazy liao... i have so many problems & so many homework to do ... wat am i going to do ? why things happen this way ? OH MY GOD ~! ookay lah okay lah ... i be the bad person can ? haizzzzz... none of my fault i will always kana der ... sian sia ... it looks lyk i am the one who cause it ... i causes it der ... yah ! all my fault i concule[spell correct or wrong forget it ] lyk that everyone is happy rite ?....STUPID LAH really so many problems ,,, it's driving me insane .... i shouted after i left physics class when after skul .. so dam paisei a cher come and ask me if i am crazy .. yah i said i am really crazy ... i think " someone " heard it ! they were lyk one group looking at me ... -.-lll haizzzzz...then dam swauii things is that the soya bean lah ... hit onto my nose dam pain lah !~ why am i having such a bad day ! i feel lyk i am a pencil eh ... when u needed help you will always come and take me out of that dirty pencil box .. when u dn nd me anymore u will throw me back in again ... ppl are always saying me stupid .. yah i thing i am really a stupid fool , we are all back to tat old same spot , after all we have try so hard to make it move ,all our hardwork gone again ....... haizzzzzz ... trying my best to solve it ..... sad ! T.T and reallly i am tired !

2008-04-22T19:16:00.002+08:00

todae ,haiz...things are back to last tym ... always is lyk this after sometimes of happiness tgt now bk to unhappiness again ... not at all happy todae ... but daphne[sweet-heart] keep making me laugh and really she encourage me alot alot ! althought we always recess lyk kp got arguement but that's how we lyk to use it to interact and really lyk small sisi & big sis . xuany[dearest] she also another ppl that always say all my bad things out , i know that's b'cuz she cares for me and really she will jokes wif me too and taught me quite alot of things ,they both also same lyk sisters... really very thankful that have them ... and other friends encourage me & help me through ...Eileen[cutie] she also help me wif homework & problems & so on .... yah sometimes really it's very hard to be a very good person ... sometimes really is very tired der...dont know wat to do better ... do this wrong , do that oso wrong nothing is correct der ....! donno what to do is the best for everyone ... maybe keeping quiet is the best bah ? if not wat to do ? it's really very sian one leh ... so many troubles & need to study for exam so dam tired ! ends this kind of thing sia ..... QUICKLY ! it's really dam tiring things to do on earth lah ...ppl always take things for granted ! HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~ problems everywhere today ! FOrget it !!!! FORGIVE & FORGET !!!!!!!!!!!! 不要把人家对你的好当作理所当然~(T-T lll)

2008-04-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

wa~ it had been days since my last update , hmm ... thursdays .. my pen is found ! it's inside melody's pencil box .. LOL .. we two lyk stun and laughing away ... lol ... then something good happen ... and nothing liao ... friday wa is the chinese singing compertition [if nv spell wrong ] i went to see our class gals & to tok to daphne ,[we tok throughout the compertition]
claris & lynnette [piggy ] lol ... and the result is annouce in a dam funny manner ..ms toh dam cute der ...hahhahaha~ the result is : !st claris , 2nd library gal ,3rd lynnette .............. i was shock sia .. i thought that 1st and 2nd place is our class won but shocking is not ... but nvm lah juz a compertition ... cuz really say from heart is that no one sings good enough the best two is in our class der ... maybe ppl will say biased or watever but it's true ...and then went home wif daphne ... eileen my 2nd dearest hahhaa [cuz first is xuanny ] sms me suddenly and say she miss me ? lol ... funny arh ? hahhaha ... lol .. say truly , nowadays really i am very happy in skul ... i have forget about what things that had happen last time ,now is now so i wan to start anew .. hahhaa~ lol...

2008-04-16T20:43:00.002+08:00

todae was quite a gud & bad dae ... I LOT MY PEN SIA ! and our class got 1 very rude gal lor ,borrow ppl's things lyk it's hers ..and ask ppl nv cor name ..who the hell you think ppl will know you are coring ...and the worst thing is that she juz order to ak for that thing .. lyk " A~ liquid " .. "A~ ruler " lol ... cant really stand it ... cant show some respect der ... and think that her bF is dam shuaii and watever shit lah ... LOL .. who cares spoil my dae .. THANKS TO : MY "QING AII DER [MELODY], PIGGY , SOYA BEAN " ... THANK THEM FOR LYK WAN TO GO help me lah ... EILEEN dam funny der ...left the health booklet at mr teo / rick class ... cute rite ? lol ... sian sia ..me , xuany , gladys ,huimin skip 2 lesson of chinese and chatted wif miss toh ... she dam good der ... and after skul we went to see mdm sin/sim and ask for a transfer of class but was rejected! haizzzzz.... piggy todae kana say by mrs shiva and mdm prema hahhaha cuz she keep harassing me hahahhaha!!!!! LOL >>..... and thanks to her in the compertiton she sing "sha gua " now i find it dam nice and love it !!!! hahhaha~ keep singing lyk mad lol ... JIAYOU FOR MID_YEAR EXAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go FOR IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-15T19:26:00.002+08:00

todae so tired sia ... sian ... todae was nothing speacial ?LOL ... try out new things yah ... do my dnt e "research " using lyk testing what is e state of the egg when e egg was put in e hot boiling water after 5 or 10 min and so on ... i try ard 4 egg i realise that it was wrong as the water temperature is wrong ... SIAN ... my hand abit lyk "tang dao " ! =S .... so had to try again nxt tym ... after a few days i suppose ,,, ? actually i dn understand why they keep saying me and "who " it's lyk almost everyday ? haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............................................................
chemistry cher kp stopping lesson and say wan to give up on us and so on ... wasting time sia ? it's lyk wan to exam liao still waste time ... haizzzzzzz... juzt do it bah !!!! quickly study hard !!!!! jiayou !!!!!! ^ ^

2008-04-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

todAe hmmm .... i dnno how to say leh ? can say that it's not very boring ... ? and not very fun ? LOL .... AGAIN!!!!!! mr mutoo & mr azlan & mr isgandes oso lah keep saying me & " who " ...say wat we had "fu qi xiang " .. "married ... " and so on lah .... cant stand them sia ...dnno say how many times liao WE two nothing , but nobody beliefs ...maybe i shld go tok to the " who " abt this matter ... if not later e gal he lyk will come after me !!!! -.-lll .... and say the true they say we two get married and watever right IT'S IMPOSSIBLE >... as i say if we stead we oso will not last so long der .... as it cant be forever yah .... LOL ...enough of that .... maybe remains slient is the best !!!! if not alot of trouble ... -.-lll ...DURING RECESS ,ME ,XUANY , PIGGY , SOYA BEAN CHATTED MANY FUNNY THINGS LOL ... THANKS ANYWAY !!!!!!!!!!!! hahhaha~ wa , saw dam funny thing lah ... chainarong dnno wat happen sit on the floor near the door doing homework LOL ... so dam funny lol .. [juz happen to saw it , no other intension arh ] then at ss ... do the mindmap ... so dam sian only i am the one who is doing sia .... cuz our group only had me one gal ... all 4 is boys ... so i keep writing as the boys were playing .. LOL ... after skul hmm ... went to library to help out ... really had alot of fun playing wif xuany , henghuat , nazihah ...LOL hahhahaha~ YES ~~~~~~ MY MATHS TESTS PASS !!!!!!!! I AM GOING TO SCORE WELL DURING MID-YEAR EXAM !!!!!! YEAH!!! AND GOONA FINISH MY ARTEFACT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE ANDD PREPARE FOR OTHER SUBJECTS !!!!!! TRAGET : 3 A1 , 2 B3 , 1 B4 !!!! I CAN DO IT ! OR 3 A1 +3 MORE SUBJECT PASS !!!!!! JIAYOU !!!!STUDY ! STUDY ! STUDY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO FOR IT !!!!!! LOVES EVERYONE !!!!!!!!

2008-04-14T00:01:00.002+08:00

todae wake up at ard 10 and went out to the temple wif daddy & mummy to pray we meet up wif 2 GuGU & family ... and really very shocking was there really is fill wif ppl ,-.-lll and the weather todae is dam HOT !!!! everyone was lyk sweating lyk wat lah ... i make a donation and pray ... i wish that my family will be safe & healthy always & i wont get bully anymore &dn have many troble anymore ... it's very simpla yah .. after praying we & one of our most good GUGU &4 more their family member to go eat lunch .. we went home and wat i do is "SLEEP " although it's not a good weather ... but still cuz tired and nothing to do ... we were planning to go to grandpa's factory but we din as we wake up it's arldy 5+ ?and grandpa alrdy be back home? LOL ...so we cor up my GUGU and we went to IKEA ! ... we eat and chat at there ... i love the chocolate desert ... but it's FAT ! but it's okay lah ... i arldy Fat so i don care hahhaa ... halfway , kainyong appears ...LOL ...we had alot of fun things tgt as a group of familys ...hhahha kianyong was dam funny lah ... lol he really loves his stead dam much lor ... so "xian mu "hhahahhaa ... he keep asking me when am i going to have a bf and let him see ... so dam embrassing ... I brought "a parpet " so dam cute derr ,,,to me lah ... then 6 wall stand i desginning my room hahhaha! LOL .... HOW I WISH JUNE HOLIDAY COME FASTER !!!!!!!!!!! hahhaha~ was fun today !!!!!!!!love it !
~ E PIGGY NV UPDATE BLOG SIA STILL SAY ME LOL !!!!!!!!!!!! funny !!!!!!

2008-04-11T21:55:00.002+08:00

todae is a dam bloody dae lor ... was really very dam bad ..it's over my limit liao ... it's really too unreasonable , unfair , ridiculars[dnno if i spell it right ] lah .,.. the matter can be solve easily but dnno why it becomes more and more serious ... things is mine i had the right to say no to ppl tat i dn wish to lend ... sometimes really it's dam frasturating to lend ppl somethinggs ... lend things is nvm but the problem is ppl dnno how to cherish things that dn belongs to them ! my D&T foliio is spoil as many ppl came and look at mine... it's not b'cuz that mine is really Far too good but is b'cuz i do it more quickly ... doing something quick can be gud and bad ... do quick no nd to worry that i cnt finish on time but the bad thing was when you dn wan to lend it to someone the ppl will say u act lah and all sort of things ... getting scoldings of bad words and all surf ! if it's once nvm but it's the whole day ...from start to end ... wat is this ? the feeling is lyk hell lah ... really lah it's over my limit liao ... nobody knows wat i am thinking about i dn wish to lend 1st it's spoil , 2nd i haven done finish ,3rd my mood is not good at all ... everytime when they wish to borrow i would lend not once i had reject anyone ! but today i am really tired already i dn wish to lend ...yah juz say " give it back to me " repeatedly is really annoying but when i say the first time it should be return rite ? he juz dn understand and i juz gets scolding and all sort of funny surf from the start of the day till it ends .. everything dn when well todae ... oral not gud and so on ... why cant he juz understand and stop doing that ? end up i am the one to say end everything ... yah now i am the devil ,evil ppl , bad ppl , self-fish ppl , shit ppl , ass ppl and so on ... if really hate me can juz dn tok to me but y nd to say me until lyk wat ... ? HAIZ ..... really felt dam sad & angry ! i dnno why i kp being scolded for juz so small things ...was it really my fault ? or i am juz a ppl that can be use as a thing that can be scolded anytime , everytime lyk a " chu qi tong " ? i cry for this things as i am really dam angry and sad ... true friends iszit lyk this without thinking that ppl dn wish to lend sthing is that they got their reason .. yah mayb he's a straight ppl but he shld think of ppl's feeling oso .. it's juz too much ... really disappointed i thought it's a brand new start and yet it becomes lyk this ... FORGET IT ... haizzzzzz.... dam BAD DAE !!!!!!!!! SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ! ~

2008-04-10T20:28:00.002+08:00

wa~ytd my class ppl fight sia ? so dam shocking as it started so sudden ... i stun lor ... diao -.-lll ... then PIG [nette] keep at der coring me BABY ...-.-lll she very crazy cam siao eh ! hahhahaha~ why the ppl kp saying me and the " who " der ? sia lah ...... as they kp saying us so keep a distance better ... LOL ... TOdae , went to skul almost late sia ! i run until lyk wat sia ... so paisei ! ... then later saw PIG surprizing that she was there already ! earlier den me ! -.-lll ... and the first things was BABY ~!!!!!!!!! SHOCKED & SCARED !! i nearly run hahhahaha~!!!! ... funny siA ... i dn understand i not cute at all she kp saying i cute ? LOL ... we went PE and watch boys run 2.4 as we nothing to do ..juz slack at there ... went SS and do nothing ... but tok ... ! at VE we order pizza !as it's peter's birthdae today ... our clz dam united ! and had a good celebrating ! woohoo~ and so every lesson went pass AND GO HOMe ... i din go home eh ! me & PIG stay in skul and eat lunch ... we eat and chat ... chat until dnno wat tym ... ard 4 ? then we two lyk wan go disturb amanda end up she go tution and we two at there tok to mr muto ! then he kp saying me and "who "lor ... and alot of craps ...!!!!! so dam paisei lor ... !!!! and tok to mr chong-ke ! hahhahahhahahaa~~!!!! abt my artefact and tok about PIG /animal hahhahahahha~PIG !!!!!!!! lol ... tml maths test SIAN SIA ~! hope i can pass !!!!! 加油!!!! ^ ^

2008-04-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

actually today is lyk nothing special ? same skul dae ? boring ? alot of test ? -.-lll ? lol ... ppl all there some doing nothing some playing ard the classroom ... ? running abt ? ... free period for chemistry i realise that i have forgotten my chemistry chapter which was taught last year ... sobsob ... muz start to recap now ... mid year exam coming ... so scary ! ... i am quite relax now for my D&T lah ...as i do quite fast ? hahhaa ... most worried for my maths ... dont know wat the cher trying to teach sia ... sian ... muz relay on myslef liao ... try to figure out how to do ... muz JIAYOU liao ... lol ... todae lynnette abit crazy again ? keep coring me baby ... i not baby eh ! i not as cute as them ? ytd after skul we go eat and had alot of fun ... hahhaha~ friends ! todae after skulwent to library and help out ? the cher so dam "ma fan " der lor .. sian ? nothing much to do ... afew ppl were thr i thought that e " who " nv come bt surprizinly he came ... ? i am very sian eh why everyone now is lyk toking abt me & "who" ? cher oso ... class oso ? boring ... nothing better to do ? but that doesnt matters to "anyone " ba ? why ppl can be wif the one they love but not me ? haizzzzzzzzz ... nvm concentrate on my studies better ? let's see me and "who " will end up lyk wat ? LOL ... joking ... it's juz impossible ... hahha~ really loves to watch 命中注定我爱你~dam nice ... muz cor kor go taiwan buy liao !!! loves xuany ,my family ,and more ppl ...!!! 加油!!! I CAN DO WELL FOR MY EXAMS DER ! I CAN DO IT !

2008-04-06T13:18:00.002+08:00

hmm ... so many days nv come to blog ler ... this 3 days i went to chalet .. frm friday till now .? and it was quite a nice trip ... friday nite when we reach we go no where but stay there wif kuku & family ... kianyong brought all his friends so dam many lor ... then at nite dam nosiy der .. daddy oso very noisy his snooring really is dam horrible der ,... the next day morning we went to eat breakfast at the market and brought surf to prepare for nite's BBQ ... we went back the chalet at ard 11+ and i juz doing nothing but watch tv .. is lyk dam sian ,, i was waiting for xuany to go ESCAPE ... haha ... later we went shopping and eat lunch and it was really horrible i lose my farvourite comb ... Sobsob .... jian kai come in the end .. and we chatted he lyk dam funny fold 102 straw heart shape for the gal that he is going to ask for stead.. lol ... kianyong and gf come too ..sian sia now they both got gf i hw ? haiz /..lonely ... SIAN ... daddy went the X-zone and play a whole bag full of sweet ..oh my gosh ...! so dam many ... i at donstair bbq .. xunay suddenly cor and say she at escape liao ... woo ... i go and find her ... and she introduce 3 friends to me : sammi ,joessy&junny ... all 3 ppl are friendly and i reallly had alot of fun , i sit the inverter rite i scream until lyk wat lor ..so dam scary .. and i reallly LOVE RAINBOW ,PIRATE SHIP !!! so dam nice .. hehhehehheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! really love it ... i went back chalet and went to buy things wif jian kai and we went again as the box we brought is tooo big ... then run here and there .. back to the chalet teach jiankai how to make straw star , i drink red wine was lyk ok alh ..ad i drink 1 cup nearly drank lol ... me , kuku ,jian kai went to Mc and drink coffee at 12 + actually going wif kianyong but he fall aslp liao so we three go .. after drinking .. we went back and slp .. .sian ..the next day wake up and then pack things and go back home .. that was great ! I really like XUANY'S FIRNED lor ... they all are at least bettter than some of my friends in skul ..who will act everything and make use of me only ... LOL and i LOVE my XIAO DIDIs " hahahah ... lol ... thanks to xuany for introduce yr friend to me ! I LOVE YOU !

2008-03-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

last friday ,was some kind of a bad and happy day for me .... bad was during the sports day which was held that day ... was totally not very good and was dam messy ... ESP for the CCA relay ...was totally very messy ...UN-PLAN! MESSY !!!!! i was dam angry about it ...!! really very rush and ppl dn wanna take part and help out ... wat is this ? CCA's ppl cant cooperate ? no one bother to take part ? useless ..why other ppl's CCA can really cooperate very well but us ? wat a let down / disapointment ... i was really very disappointed ... yuppp...i cant blame the LEADER ..for not planning well ...nv get all the member ready ... but it oso concern the leaders too ....yupp and i know that i dn have the rights to say / talk about anything ... went to cor someone but he refuse to listen to my words ...i was lyk mad dog lor ....but who cares ? someone join it and say something too ... which makes me feel very very very very disappointed ! & sad .. but it's pass liao..anyway no one cares rite ? After sports day , me and daphne went to look for marcus and huan... we went to the bank first and then go to entertainment centre to eat sakae sushi ... while eating we are chatting away ... i was very happy ... then me and marcus first went to foot the bill hahhaha that was fun ... then we went into the Arcade (dnno if i spell correctly ? -.-lll) went in most of our skul ppl is in there ... both of them are there wif their friends tooo ... but i really dam disappointed in one of them and i juz dn care ... i juz play wif marcus .huan .dap ... it was really fun lah ... hahhaha ~ after that go to the library to enjoy aircon as outside is dam hot !!! then me and huan play wif a small boy ,his's dam cute and his hair was cool man ! hahhaha ~

2008-03-25T20:02:00.002+08:00

it have been a few days i din blog ler .... i plan my things well now ... and really study very hard now ...this few days i have been working for the DNT folio very hard !!! i wan to prove to mdm aini that i can draw prefect lines !!!! lol ... then maths teacher change really very dam angry cuz i dn really understand wat the teacher teaching about lol .... aand i dn really lyk his teaching methpod !!!!

2008-03-21T16:04:00.003+08:00

YO~it had been sometimes that i din blog ler ... this few days was having a camp in skul ..we went back everyday at 9 + pm ... then was very tired! it was really very fun there ... met the trainers and was very der good , funny , cheerful , pretty , handsome ,cute ... 3 trainer ... lol two boy 1 gal ... they were really sharing alot of their experience wif us and it was all meaningful and touching ... the last day of the camp was ytd ...we went to the hall for graduation of our camp/closing .... then students are sharing their thoughts / saying to thank their parent and teacher ....as they went up the stage wif their parent and say what they want to to their parent it was reAlly very touching .... the trainer were sharing wif us that his hand is not born both normally as 1 is really small .... but he say he dn blame his parent and want to thank them ... i was really cry sia ... so dam touching ... then another trainer oso ,,, say his father was dead when he was juz at the age of 6 andhis grandparents and auntie were figthing over him and his sister and was bullying his mother ... and he went protecing his mother and say that if you wan to hurt my mother i will kill your and he promise his mother that he will give her the best things next time,,,it was very touching yar ,,, all sec4 N & 4E went up to the stage and gave their cher and trainers hugs and thanks them ...but 4N our trainer are not at in the hall so was lyk sad lah ... then when in hall i notice that chainarong was sitting juz opposite me that was shocking he gave me a smile .. me too gave him a smile ... then later his friend a gal cry mah ... he go and hug her !!! LOL ... i saw it sia ...and i cry eh ... i dnno why i cy lor ... juz felt so sad ... but now i am ok liao ... LOL ...... life still have to carring on mah ... lol ,,, cuz life is perious ... <3> now muzz really love & cherish all the people that loves u and cares for you ! I LOVE MY FAMILY &FRIENDS ! FROM TODAY ONWARDS IT'S A BRAND NEW START FOR MY LIFE ! NO MORE SADDNESS BUT MORE HAPPINESS !!! STAY HAPPY OWAYS ! AND STUDY VERY HARD FOR MY N-LEVEL !!!!! I WAN TO PROVE TO THE PEOPLE THAT DN BELIEVE THAT I CAN DO IT !! GANBATE !!!! JIAYOU !!!!